Can't Live Like This.

[anni]

Believe it or not, lilstar, one's head seems to just plain get tired of dealing with the futility of these awful, awful injustices through time. It's probably that mourning thing, partly, plus there's just nothing one can productively DO with all 'that' so it feels like ( to me ) your head kind of gives up the pain. It'll never be ok, knowing he's out, your father is gone and you missed so much but when the head figures out, like it tends to do almost behind our backs sometimes, that we have no recourse to accept this ( but bear constant pain ) , it'll just stop feeling tooooo much, that's all. If you have a T, perhaps they can help you find some way to process things more quickly.

Peace to you.

 

[intothelight]

I think the unfairness of it all hurts, and then when it appears there is no justice, that just adds insult to injury. There are no words of wisdom here, other than by being aware of the hurt, we can process it and learn to live with it.

Its a tough process and I hope you can find the peace you deserve.

ITL

 

[just me here]

I have to beleive that we as a society will eventually get our justice system to work more fairly. The only options that a victim of an unpunished crime can do are 1) accept it and do nothing or 2) Vote, write letters to newspaper editors, congressmen, senators, anyone that can do anything. Never underestimate the ability of a few devoted people to make changes that effect all of us.

Sorry for your loss, hoping you can find a way to get past it, I know it is hard.