I have 9 years of experience in backend engineering. Currently based out of Germany. I am burnt out due to toxic environment in my current workplace. I also have problems of mental health due to which I am undergoing therapy and also on medication(Anti Depressants). I also had child hood trauma due to which my symptoms include emotional falshbacks, freezing, flight, fighting, depression and anxiety. I tried to change job but it didn't materialize. Due to my situation making decisions is difficult and also lacking any inner clarity about what I want in life in future. I am thinking of taking off from work to resolve all these issues. But at same time I am concerned of few things. Like what if current job market remains brutal when I want to make come back and not find enough jobs? Will gap in my career cause any issues? Will I loose my selfconfidence if I quit and runaway from my problem? To what degree facing the problems at workplace is fine? What about my loss of income, will it cause big issue in my future financial goals? I ask dear members here for their advice either from their experience or from their rational view.