Rose White
MyPTSD Pro
Reframe: I am developing the ability to stay present in my body in the presence of another person.
But grrr sometimes I believe I am ruined for intimacy. Not just physical, but emotional. Because I have to protect myself or play a part or something that I can’t even analyze yet. Add to that I was only attracted to narcissists who love-bombed me (pre-recovery) and it feels insurmountable. It’s not, but dang, I feel far away from humans on this one.
But grrr sometimes I believe I am ruined for intimacy. Not just physical, but emotional. Because I have to protect myself or play a part or something that I can’t even analyze yet. Add to that I was only attracted to narcissists who love-bombed me (pre-recovery) and it feels insurmountable. It’s not, but dang, I feel far away from humans on this one.