Cutting

[RedLuna]

Well I started cutting again, depression has dropped and all I see is pain and darkness.

 

[SwordsPandaGirl]

I've been the same lately too. PM if you want to talk x

 

[Justmehere]

:hug: @RedLuna @SwordsMistress - I don't have any advice or input, just hugs if you accept them. I have wrestled with SI a lot. It's REALLY hard when setbacks come.

 

[xena21]

I can relate as well, and though I don't cut typically, I do self injure in other ways. I understand the intense need to do this and I do hope you feel better soon.

 

[Caterpillar]

I understand. I've been in the same place a lot lately. I hope you're able to see something past the darkness again soon.

 

[RedLuna]

its hard

 

[xena21]

Its very hard. Sometimes I distract myself by talking to friends that know I self injure on the phone. I try anything to distract myself. It's such an addiction and difficult to overcome.

 

[FindingMyself88]

I'm sorry :( not that it helps, but I've started again this week too..

 

[Caterpillar]

Yeah, it really is hard. When all I can feel is pain and all I can see is darkness, I try to remember times I've felt and seen better things, and remind myself that those things still exist, I'm just currently blinded to them by my mental illnesses. It can be incredibly hard to remember, but I find it comforting when I can reach that place and know the good parts of life are still there, and will be waiting for me when I feel better.

 

[RedLuna]

I'm fighting so hard but I dont know what more to do