I just get angry with myself yelling at me "You ain't going to get better just lying there in your own pity party."
Does it work? For me yes, but it was one hell of a stress inducer to go back to one particular pastime I loved, rifle shooting.
So am I back doing that? Sometimes but occasionally, just every now and again, I still see faces where the target should be.
I used to stop there and then and not go back for a few weeks. Until a PTSD Bud pointed out.
The more you see those faces, the less impact they will have.
Know what, he was right.