Deb, my friend killed herself this morning.

[ms spock]

I miss my friend.

I wish I could have helped her but I couldn't go into her crazy.

 

[Rani G2]

wish I could have helped her but I couldn't go into her crazy.

Sorry you are feeling this pain me Spock

 

[ms spock]

Thanks @Rani G for tending to me. It's less pain now but more of a wistfulness. I wish she was here so we could do things to save the planet together. She was the focus of our social network, which fell apart after she died. She was so clever at reading hundreds of pages and finding the 6 paragraphs that you needed to address. She was fun as well.

I have that impulse I wish I had just put her in a car and taken her for a holiday or something. Of course I couldn't stop it, but I wish I could have. I just miss her now.

 

[Rani G2]

@ms spock you are grieving and memories are hard to deal with. That impulse you are speaking about, can you form it into a piece of Art or a ritual? Hope today you will find something so that you can hold those memories in a peaceful way....

 

[ms spock]

A piece of Art or a Ritual sounds like something I can think about.