Deeply Hurt..

[Rani G2]

I once again want to throw out, spit out and write. Create some leaking by saying....

I feel hurt, invisible,

Just want to go home

 

[Mim28]

Hugs for you friend

 

[Powder]

I'm sorry for your pain.

 

[Rani G2]

Thanks Mim.

 

[Rani G2]

Thanks Muse.

Its hard to live, hard to cope.
I wish I could take a flight to somewhere far away.

Well, you will always take yourself with you.

 

[Alibongo]

Hugs @Shankara hope you are ok x

 

[Rani G2]

Thanks Alibongo. Coping....

 

[Ronin]

Just want to go home

I'd take everything 'home' means, that I long for, and try to create it while still here?

Making home, instead of going home.

Sorry you're hurting @Shankara. Thinking of you.

 

[Rani G2]

Thanks Ronin.

I am trying to create a place of meaning. Its hard when those moments hit you.

 

[Silver.]

:hug:

 

[Ironlady]

Hugs @Shankara im sorry you are hurting right now.. :hug:

 

[lostforgottensoul]

I'm sorry! :hug:

I know the feeling well! It's how I felt when I came back to our family reniuon at age 19 (my dad's side) that they held every Thanksgiving, I felt very ignored, very alone inside of a room of near 100 people, and very disliked. Hated even.

I was different and they couldn't figure out how to relate to me and interact with me I think. But that led to what we have today. I'm a very hated member of the family today and at about the age of 27 or 28, I was told I wasn't welcomed at the reunions or any family functions and if I went, everyone would pull out and not go. That felt horrible!

Anyway, I do know that feeling well. Many of the family members isolated me sinply because I was a smoker and smelled like smoke. I'd sit outside smoking and burn my arm with my cig because of that feeling. Thinking I just wanted to go home.

:hug:s