Does It Get Any Better?

[momja]

I failed this morning.

I was on my way and when I figured out where I was I was trying to figure out why the noise was so loud until I pulled the rope away from my neck and a moment later I could tell what had happened.

I have to know if this is worth continuing.I've sent a message to my therapist. Asking if it gets any better. I'm wrapped up in a blanket but truth is, if this is all there is, trying to stay out of THIS PLACE. and not much more, I don't want to keep trying.

Does it get better?

 

[Ronin]

You call it a fail Momja. I'd call it a blessing.

It is worth continuing. If the place is shit, move places. Don't move *you* away, you're worth so much more.

 

[lostforgottensoul]

I failed this morning.

I was on my way and when I figured out where I was I was trying to figure out why the noise was s...

Im.confused anout the rope around the neck and noise? And staying out of what place? DID possibly? Im so confused.

 

[Recovery4Me]

Dear Guest ...call a suicide hotline NOW.
Contact your Therapist again and say it is an emergency so the s/he can recommend what needs to be done.

My answering your question of does it get better will not serve you in this crisis. What country are you in....?

 

[lostforgottensoul]

You call it a fail Momja. I'd call it a blessing.

It is worth continuing. If the place is shit, move plac...

At least get what they are talking about; im incredably confused!

 

[lostforgottensoul]

Dear Guest ...call a suicide hotline NOW.
Contact your Therapist again and say it is an emergency so...

Oh i get it, found the rope around neck due to trying to hang yourself and out of this place being suicidal. Duh. Sorry. The branch broke when i tried but i second this reply!

 

[Ronin]

At least get what they are talking about; im incredably confused!

I understood it as OP is saying they tried to commit suicide by hanging earlier the day, because the place the OP is is unbearable and so is the depression, and now, being alive and safe, is contemplating what to do now, and if it's even worthy to keep going.

 

[Recovery4Me]

Regardless of interpretation, it is a charged post and a cry for help past that of suicide ideation and in need of professional assistance stat.

Guest... I am asking the country so that I might be able to assist with helpline numbers. Do you have those numbers at your disposal..are you there?

http://www.suicide.org/international-suicide-statistics.html

Ok...this has connects with numbers globe wide on the right hand side of the html

 

[Panda Bear]

Yes, it gets better...but you need help NOW. Please, do as the others have advised.

 

[Nicolette]

I've sent a message to my therapist.

I think a few members may have overlooked this part of the post.

I interpret the post as the person, speaking post a failed suicide attempt, asking if things get better as they are finding the struggle to stop themselves from committing suicide difficult. I feel they are seeking hope/inspiration/something positive from members speaking about how they overcame the struggle of wanting to suicide. JMHO.

 

[lostforgottensoul]

I interpret the post as the person, speaking post a failed suicide attempt, asking if things get better as they are finding the struggle to stop themselves from committing suicide difficult. I feel they are seeking hope/inspiration/something positive from members speaking about how they overcame the struggle of wanting to suicide

I guess that was too much to multi-quote but i agree though not the best person to give a "getting better" reply as ive had 28 failed actual didnt tell anyone attempts and have thought about and do think about it every day since i was 8; so thats a long time and 6 yrs in therapy...i often wonder does it ever get better?

I guess the best advise i have is when you're in that suicide thought mode or getting there; try to busy your mind, ive also writting things down, im a cutter so ive held onto ice cubes as long as i can cuz it involves pain but doesnt hurt you (or have cut as though not good, im still alive; its to not commit suicide), talk to a friend, vent on here (thats been helping me). Not much help, i know but all i have.

 

[LuckyDuck]

What stopped me was guilt. What helped was proffessionals. What got me through were friends.

Whatever kept you from yourself is not deliverance. Best to avoid it if it brings you back there. If you cannot avoid it, get to the professionals stat: aka hospital. They will keep you safe. It may not be a place you want to go but in order to get to to get better you need to do it.

LD