Feeling Kind Of Scared

[cagney]

I am new this site so i am not sure if i am in the right place or not. If not i hope some one can move this or delete if needed.

I am suffering really terrible with flashbacks and losing time, losing time is a major problem for me, i dont understand it, to me i feel like a freak and i am sorry if that offends anyone i dont mean too. Yous are proberbly wondering what has me this way, well from the age of 8-11 i was sexually abused, and further down my life it happened all over again with the same person, its a long story but i am sure over time i will fill yous in, i think maybe i have said enough for one post, thanks for reading this if anyone does read it.

Take care Cagney x

 

[Ted Moen]

One of the characteristics of PTSD is intrusive thoughts and feelings; intense old stuff pushing into your consciousness. Sometimes when you are doing stuff the intrusive thoughts and feelings will push into your consciousness and you will kind of go on autopilot doing what you are actually doing and suddenly it is a few hours or a day or so later and you have no memory of doing whatever you were doing on autopilot and the intrusive thought and feelings have gone and it is a very confusing feeling.

So you are not a freak. You just have intrusive thought and feelings passing through.

Ted

 

[cagney]

Thanks for that Ted, its alot to get my head around but i really hope i can, i really need to get myself sorted

cagney