I finally talked to my dad today about how I've been feeling recently. I was able to tell him how paranoid I am but I honestly don't know if he really understands where I'm coming from here. When they rescued me my dad was much more receptive then my mother. And now I feel like that's still the case. He knows I drink more, he knows I take sleeping pills, he knows I'm depressed. I think maybe he partially understands my paranoia I just wish we could talk more without ALL of the Interruptions.
Edited: And now I am less depressed then I was back then but it still takes its toll on me. I've got a friend that went through this with me and I wonder if shes making the better choice for going to a therapy/rehab center to deal with all of whats going on.
Edited: And now I am less depressed then I was back then but it still takes its toll on me. I've got a friend that went through this with me and I wonder if shes making the better choice for going to a therapy/rehab center to deal with all of whats going on.