I am having zero luck fooling around with photo shop programs by myself.
The thing is, I'd like to keep my Kimmie doll as my avatar. I see most have begun to use something else for now, which is of course cool but mine is pretty symbolic for me- means a HUGE, big deal, was extraordinarily healing and seriously sent from the Universe at a time when the word 'Sister' was/is a painful and awful reminder that people can just plain haul off and hurt you deliberately, with agendas, with apparent relish. Shattering has been too dismissive a word. I might be able to process all the WHYS- the betrayals just plain baffle me beyond comprehension or my ability to accept them as even a learning tool. Handed them all over to God with the note " Please take this mess of dreck and blood- it's dripping through my fingers and making a mess on the carpet, Sincerely, Annie " I may not have the sheer time to BE a good sister to those here, but they're here nontheless, to be sure. it's deeply comforting. One of the weapons in my sisters' arsenols 'out here' is taking my family away from me, en mass- 'That'll show her, and our 81 year old mother'. Which it did. I got reminded they simply do not matter, took their power away in one teeny package. That package is going to remain my avatar in HUGE gratitude,celebration and reminder- like to change her up occasionally.
Anyway, CB SOOO cool, photoshopped the Evie Christmas avatar. I'd LIKE to do one now with Evie just standing in front of one of my Trees of Life, doesn't matter how much of the tree is visible. The Klimpt tree is wonderful- just have NOOOO idea how this is acheived. hence the whining. No, am not at all hinting for anyone to DO this for me. If anyone would LIKE to, yes pelase, have at it! Otherwise the step-by-step would be nice, hence the whining.
If no one is up to any of this, I SOOOO understand, Life is BUSY for all of us. Just thought I'd ask, and use God's name shamelessly, like he had some part in the whole thing.
The thing is, I'd like to keep my Kimmie doll as my avatar. I see most have begun to use something else for now, which is of course cool but mine is pretty symbolic for me- means a HUGE, big deal, was extraordinarily healing and seriously sent from the Universe at a time when the word 'Sister' was/is a painful and awful reminder that people can just plain haul off and hurt you deliberately, with agendas, with apparent relish. Shattering has been too dismissive a word. I might be able to process all the WHYS- the betrayals just plain baffle me beyond comprehension or my ability to accept them as even a learning tool. Handed them all over to God with the note " Please take this mess of dreck and blood- it's dripping through my fingers and making a mess on the carpet, Sincerely, Annie " I may not have the sheer time to BE a good sister to those here, but they're here nontheless, to be sure. it's deeply comforting. One of the weapons in my sisters' arsenols 'out here' is taking my family away from me, en mass- 'That'll show her, and our 81 year old mother'. Which it did. I got reminded they simply do not matter, took their power away in one teeny package. That package is going to remain my avatar in HUGE gratitude,celebration and reminder- like to change her up occasionally.
Anyway, CB SOOO cool, photoshopped the Evie Christmas avatar. I'd LIKE to do one now with Evie just standing in front of one of my Trees of Life, doesn't matter how much of the tree is visible. The Klimpt tree is wonderful- just have NOOOO idea how this is acheived. hence the whining. No, am not at all hinting for anyone to DO this for me. If anyone would LIKE to, yes pelase, have at it! Otherwise the step-by-step would be nice, hence the whining.
If no one is up to any of this, I SOOOO understand, Life is BUSY for all of us. Just thought I'd ask, and use God's name shamelessly, like he had some part in the whole thing.
