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Awake but not in a terrible mood - butternut woke me up to remind me the feeder hasn’t gone off before it’s scheduled time as usual
Mind is alert now, so will be some time before I fall back asleep
I didn't fall asleep last night at all, took 4+ doses of a CNS depressant which should knock me out for ~10 hrs but just managed 2x ~3 hrs seperately.
Yesterday I got to sleep in a hotel but had to share a bed, with seperate blankets luckily. It was safe and I thought I could sleep in but just had to f*CKIN BE WOKEN UP EARLIER THAN PLANNED TO BE ASKED A UNNECESSARY QUESTION!
They wanted to look for something in my bag but I didn't let 'em ofc. I gave that person a piece of my mind this morning and know it was not the right way to go about things but I seriously don't give a damn! It doesn't matter if everyone leaves, it's not like we live forever, the world will end one day!
After being woken up i haven't been able to calm down and can tell it's gonna be like this for 3+ months.
Started having nightmares again, all about the same thing. I wake up in a cold sweat, emotionally and physically exhausted. I've had two just a few days apart, hoping they'll stop soon.