How's Your Day Been? Each Day is Different, So Make Your Mark Daily

[Portabella]

This is not going to be a good day. Got woke up at Midnight by an inconsiderate cell phone alarm set to remind my husband he has a order he has to post at 8 a.m. I called for my son to get me meds as I sometimes can get back to sleep with a sleep aid if I don't allow myself to become fully coherent. But....Not happening. I was pissed all the way around, Pissed at the cell phone, Pissed at the alarm, Pissed at my Husband for setting the freaking alarm for that hour and then having the phone in the room. I got out of bed, as my youngest has a bed in our room and I did not want him to wake and compound the damage done. So, I go to use the bathroom in the hallway and one of my dogs took a piss in there on the floor, so I scrubbed that, started the laundry, mad as hell and yelling at my husband and my son the whole time. Then I went out into the darkness in front of my house to smoke, I don't smoke in my house and bitched that the weathermen were wrong and there was no wind or snow as they were advising we were going to have a blizzard tonight. Then sitting out there, heard a roar and then something screaming, I assume a coyote, wolf, bear, or worse yet a cougar got a rabbit. The screaming lasted about 10 seconds. My son came out to check on me and made me promise to go to bed if I got sleepy. Oh....they really are so clueless. I actually cried, it does not happen often when I am upset and made my husband to get up and change the laundry as in if he can ruin my little precious sleep, I can mess his life up too. I now know that I was wrong, but I am still mad and it is now 3:30 a.m. and it is not flipping worth it even if I could go back to sleep. I wish daylight would come so that I could go out and smoke and not have to worry about being eaten by some wild hungry creature just copping a meal......Yes, that would be me. Okay, I hope you don't mind that I posted here and vented. I am still new here, but just have a gut feeling I am going to be around for a while as it is a little comforting to know that there are other "me's" out there that may understand a bit of what I go through. I really have got to get out of this mood, its a very dark mood and it won't do any good for anyone. This sucks.

 

[YoungAndAngry]

'Morning Portabella and Welcome :)

Your more than welcome to come and vent here anytime, lol
and boy do I hear you! it's 4:35 a.m. and I'm doing laundry too.
My back has been spasming so it's not letting me get to sleep, ughh

 

[Deleted member 93]

Sorry I have not been in here... Missed it, Hope. Happy Birthday.

My day(s) can we just settle on it blows? Still taking a break 99.9% of the time. Will be back to annoy y'all soon, I am sure.

 

[YoungAndAngry]

Ouch Veiled,
days that blow... suck! (errrr?)
I know you're just chilling right now,
take it easy and I hope you start feeling better soon!

 

[Portabella]

Just thought I would add that the wind is kicking ass and its a blizzard out there.....Imagine that.....Gonna be one of them days. (that is what I get for bitchin about the weathermen):rolleyes:

 

[Linda]

Preparing for my microbiology test which is going to be on Monday!:finger:

 

[Nam]

You'll be your wonderful self soon, Veiled!

Ice, Ice, and more ice to be followed by 8 inches of snow. All week I'm stuck in the house so I look forward to getting out on the weekends...not this weekend. We're stuck. Oh well. I am feeling good otherwise. Now that I'm past the 1st trimester, I'm allowing myself one cup of coffee in the morning and it has made a huge difference on how I feel. As of right now, caffeine is my only substance addiction....lol

Stay warm! :brrr: :brrr:

 

[piglet]

Hey Nam! Glad you are feeling good. I hope you don't get smowed in too long!We've had our winter for this year - it lasted 2 days! It will now be rain until July, although the rain will get warmer as the months go by!

I'm doing ok. I just did a quick visit to my parents' place. I went without telling them I was coming, so they were pleased to see me and I knew my brother didn't know I was there. It was still hard, but it felt much safer with just me and my parents there. I'm still exhausted though, so off for an early night.

Wishing all forum members a peaceful weekend!

piglet.

 

[GR-ass]

waves.

gacks

and hugs. just having a sleepy day.

 

[Deleted member 93]

Nam, glad to hear you are past the first trimester! That always felt like I was "in the clear" after that :) I am so tickled for you. I hope you are feeling well and not getting any growing pains.

Today/night. Whatever it is I am falling apart. Forced myself down to rest because hubs invited his dad over for Sunday supper. (MIL went out of town). So I am supposed to do the whole chicken fried steak, new potatoes and green beans, fried okra, biscuits and blah blah... Bust out the nice dishes that I am scared to death of letting anyone use.

Now mind you for the past 6 months it is hard for me to open a friggen can of soup and call it supper. Everyone was tickled they got fried chicken for supper but I had to make sure I did not lose my touch frying... Seems the pre fab shit I made tonight/last that I had the directions was what gave me grief but I felt like I was back in my element doing the "from scratch" parts and it was easy.

Add that into the very windy weather blowing loudly which is freaking me out. So I am woken to the worst cramps to put it lady like (y'all know what that is) and feeling like I am about to hurl and as I sit up I realize I am having a full blown attack. I am trying to type to feel better while I am waiting for the pepto a I drank and hefty xanax dose to kick in and settle me and my stomach down!

Does not help as I go for the sprite out side to help settle my stomach I go sliding through a huge dog piss puddle. My poor old girl who is damn near 100 pounds (so big puddles) is getting an issue "holding it" over night recently. I mean she is at the top age these dogs normally are dead at, have the eyes greying over, now she can't hold her pee, and see has actually tripped and fallen a few times in the past couple weeks. It sucks because she has been around as long as half my kids and for 3 marraiges! I know her time is coming but I hate seeing all the sign of aging. Her teethe are even worn down to the gums (not the canines) and the vet said she was too old for me to spend the money to fix.

Oh I need to go to sleep. My in laws have been so good at giving me my space since being here so I have to make sure the house looks nice since it will be the first time one of them comes in since helping us unpack. I hate stress. I hate silly stress even more. Why do they call this a mental disorder again? Damn it sure feels physical!

 

[kers]

I have slept for three nights with all the lights in the house off! I still wake up, but at least my scared of the dark thing is getting better.

It's snowing and freezing rain is coming down, so I think I'll be able to weasel out of work today. I'll stay home and give myself a manicure and watch episodes of "Bones" on Netflix. A perfect, relaxing day.

 

[Portabella]

Linda-Good luck with your test. I always hated Micro and Statistics. I struggled terribly. Let us know how it goes.

Today I am having a good day so far. I actually slept until 6 a.m. and I feel good.

I am irritated about one thing, a zoo keeper at the Denver Zoo was killed by a Cheetah or Leopard, cannot remember. But, they killed the Cat. The keeper did not follow protocol and paid with his life, he knew better or you would think in would know better, but that poor animal was only doing what wild animals do. Grrrr......