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[GR-ass]

Good news bad news.

Good news, got a job interview tomorrow at 3

Bad news walkers being put to sleep at 10.

Am to be expected. hope i start feeling by tomorrow. I want this job. And I want my baby dog to live forever.
Maybe I'll get half of what I want :(

 

[Nam]

Hey guys! Good luck at your interview tomorrow Cass.

I'm doing good. The other day I had to go the hospital to get my medical records and had a small panic attack. I can't complain since I haven't had one in about six months.... I'd forgotten how much it sucks. I hightailed it out of there and decided that ignoring triggers can be a good thing. I've been doing just fine with a few triggers not conquered. I also realized that this is NOT the hospital to be having my baby in! LOL!

I'm glad to see some of you feeling better overall, despite the up and downs that PTSD delivers so well. And to the new ones: Welcome. Let the healing begin.

 

[mouse]

HI all, Nam glad to hear that your doing good, sorry you had a panic attack, but glad that you were able to get over it. I go to my Neurologist today so I am hoping that I wll get some help at least hope that the headaches will soon lessen, and maybe hope for my memory to get a bit better, I am very anxious to go but also know that I need to It just that fear/phobia I have of going into a hospital that s the worry right now I made it before but I hope that I can walk on my own accord in to the building not have my hubby drag me in It is so hard to get in there it brings back such string childhood memories , plus now because of my dads death being neuro related it makes it that much harder, even though I know that it is not the same. Anyways I have talked myself itnto and out of anxiety attacks so that is a good time to leave, I'll let yu all know what tye outcome of today is.

 

[Rob T.]

I confessed to something really big to someone I know in a letter. I hope that I will be understood. I'm not a terrible guy. I did some bad things in my past. I made some bad decisions. I was just a teenage kid. This thing I did was really bad. i'm so ashamed and scared. what will people think of me? I won't do this thing again. I'm sorry I did this. I'm sorry. Really I am. I'm sorry.

 

[becvan]

Ohh Rob. We all did shit things as teenagers. I did some HORRIBLE things myself. So horrid I won't talk about it unless it's in my diary.

Be proud of yourself for opening up about it. That is a hard hard step to take.

Give yourself permission to have made big mistakes. We are not perfect.

Be proud of the fact that you know what is right or wrong and can admit it. I know many that can't.

*hugs*

bec

 

[Rob T.]

Thank you bec,

*hugs*

Thank you for being here and helping me with this. It was one of those events I had buried + just said to myself at the time " this is just what teenage kids do". But this memory spun around and bit me like I was holding a snake by the tail. Yeah, probably this is another motivator to call a therapist tomorrow. I've already picked one out. So that's one thing that i'm doing positively.

Thank you so much for helping me today. I really do appreciate it.

Thank you,

Rob

 

[YoungAndAngry]

Rob, We all have made mistakes at some point,
some mistakes may be bigger than others.
But the important thing is that you recognized that it was wrong.
PLUS you have already taken steps to expose the truth (the letter you wrote)

GR'ass, I'm so sorry to hear about Walker.

Everyone, I want to respond to each of your posts,
but I'm exhausted at the moment,
so I'm sending my best wishes to you all.

 

[Rob T.]

Thank You YoungAndAngry,

What you said really helps me. Thank you for responding to everyone's posts. I admire that. I think that you give a lot of emotional support and emotional help to people on the forum. I really admire that. I hope that you are feeling better.

Thank You,

Rob

 

[Marlene]

Allergies....UUUUGGGGGGGG!!!!!! I just LOVE Florida in the spring...NOT! Even with the allergy medication, I'm still dealing with the itchy eyes, runny nose, dry throat and just generally feeling like crap. I hope the trees, grasses, flowers and whatever the hell else is blooming finishes soon!!!!!

 

[mouse]

oh I am feeling so sorry for you allergies suck but at least they signal spring, I know you can tough it out an then enjoy the high life again lol

Still dealing with headache, recieed a punch to the head from my mother sucker punch still along way to go there I never hit back worriedmy training could kick in anyways really low right now trying to get up but so very very low I hope tha tI feel better soon Icant handle the concussion its killing mke I have MRI on MOn so hope soon they have an anwser

 

[becvan]

Wait wait wait here Mouse.. Did you just say your mother punched you in the head? After the head injury from your bike? (yes I do read.)

What happened?

bec

 

[mouse]

Yes she sucker punched me, really connected too black eye and the headache not sure if it is new or old--she doesnt care she tried to killme when I was younger whats the difference. she gets physical lots I know tat she is hurting from the loss of my dad so I keep giving her excuses, i am weak there and cant help but wish she could change. I have an MRI monday so we will see what damage if any there is.--THanks for asking Bec