How's Your Day Been? Each Day is Different, So Make Your Mark Daily

[Rob T.]

Hi hodge!

Thank You for telling me about your PTSD and Virginia Tech thread that you created. Yes, I agree with you that [I think] people should vent about this event and talk about it in order to try and manage their feelings about this event. I think that your thread is a good thing for people to use.

Hope You have a Good Day,

Rob

 

[goingonhope]

Had a near nervous breakdown last night, if not one, as I don't know exactly what qualifies as one, but I'm certain I could've died from what my phys. body and psyche, was going through as the result of my state of mind and most especially the stressors that were brutal, as well as being trapped.......there was no way out when I was going through it. Symptoms were f'n horrible. I mean horrible. I feel grateful to be alive today, and in some way grateful to be me, bc I'm certain some it may have killed or resulted in suicide.

Just trying to find a positive in such a nightmarish experience. Why it all happened like this...boom...I have my ideas and thinking on it.........that's about it.

Hope

 

[Rob T.]

Hi goingonhope,

Man, I'm sorry to hear that things went that badly for your spirit and body. How are you feeling now? I hope that your body + spirit feel better.

Have a Good Day,

Rob

 

[GR-ass]

waves

interview went good, kind off freakish mood tonight tho.

Been highly recommended for the job, hope I get it.

 

[goingonhope]

How are you feeling now? I hope that your body + spirit feel better.

THX Rob, I do feel better. Not well, but far better. Most ANYTHING is better than that experience the other night. Now, feeling Lost. But, things do pass apparently even when it's almost impossible to believe they ever will. Guess, my willingness to take a PRN med, for the last couple nights have helped things pass quicker for me this time. I swear if I hadn't, I either would've gone into cardiac arrest or eventually would've needed to be taken out on a stretcher in a catotonic state.

I hate to sound dramatic or if I'm exaggerating, I only wish I was.

Again, thank you.

 

[Rob T.]

Hi goingonhope,

Darn, I'm glad you're feeling a little better. Sounds like things have been very rough. I hope you'll feel completely better soon. I'm glad that you're feeling better today,

Hope you feel better soon,

Rob

 

[Rob T.]

Hi GR'ass,

I'm glad that the interview went well! I hope you get the job. I'm Glad that they sound very impressed with you and your interview.

Have a Good Day,

Rob

 

[mouse]

surprisingly I had a good Day my Hubby dragged my sorry butt out and we went to the mall, I had to go somewhere wher I couod walk as I am starting to experience a symptom of my MS that is very painful, Muscle spasms of large muscles usually my quads and calves muscles well last night I woke up cryig they hurt so bad ttha my hubby, did I mention I love him got up got me the drug thats supposed to srop them and then rubbed my quad muscle trying to get i to relax, so as a result needed to ealk today.---Praying it doesnt happen tonite. hope all is well with everyone

 

[YoungAndAngry]

Today is the 2nd year anniversery of the day that changed my life

 

[GR-ass]

hugs Yand A. How you coping?



Arrrghs. Well was having a great day till I went to my mates place. We were watching All saints, an aussie soap and one of the docs on it confronted his abuser from when he was a kid
grrr, enough said huh. Lets just say I feel like going back to them old ways or getting really really drunk.

Curls up and hides. Is any mention of abuse going to throw me back into that ****ing hole again? I swear its getting harder and ****ing harder to get out every time I slip.

Stops ranting cos all its doing is winding me up. Insted going to draw.

Ought to photograph some of the artwork I do. Heh, or something.

 

[kers]

Oh, ugh, I know how crap it is to have the memories shove you back to a rotten place. Hope you're feeling better, though I've no answers for you.


My day was fine at work (got observed by my supervisor but I think it went okay). Had therapy, which usually tears me up emotionally and physically, but today I feel oddly better, lighter. Weird because we talked about how my traumas hardwired me and I'm probably always going to have the startle, hypervigilance, dissociation, cutting urges, etc. Maybe it's just the luxury of talking about it more openly that's got me feeling....almost giddy.

 

[wildfirewildone]

:frown: I am just getting over tonight a bout with some food poisoning....when I made myself a couple of sandwiches around noon yesterday I couldn't taste so I didn't know the lunchmeat was bad....as I found out late last night as I was barfing my stomach up...it was a week old....I couldn't take my meds last night as I couldn't keep down the few popsicles and the lukewarm water I tried......It was a beautiful sunny day and I missed it.....Tomorrow it's to rain all day.....I am slowly feeling more settled though a bit weak.....I will try and take my night meds soon!!!....I am now an "almost mother-in-law".....my son "popped-the-question" Saterday and of course she said yes!!!!! They will be up Mothers' Day weekend.....can't wait to see them!!!!!! I will go to a surgeon's tomorrow afternoon.....my med doc wants me to have a lump on my back examined and possibly removed....It's been there awhile and was told to me that it was a fatty tumor and since it's right on my spine it was just left alone.....I saw her last week and she thinks that it is getting larger.....It doesn't hurt or anything even when she pushed on it......wish me luck!!!!..........GIVE PEACE A CHANCE