How's Your Day Been? Each Day is Different, So Make Your Mark Daily

[Deleted member 12723]

It ended up being a pretty good day. I spoke to my daughter on the phone and my stepdaughter. I broke down and bought a pack of smokes and had a lovely cigarette.

 

[Sailorgal]

My day was actually really great. I reconnected with someone who is going to help me find work. I hope I'm not jinxing myself as I still have a long ways to go....

 

[ms spock]

My day is slow today. I am eating and drinking. I am taking my antibiotics.

 

[zaniara]

Since I'm struggling with so much anger and my head is all messed up by all the new body-memories and other stuff from last week I took a "lazy day" and did nothing "important".. I just went home to a friend of mine(who was at home with her daughter today) and had a cup of coffee and talked. But oh, I laughed so much!! So much that it hurt!! :) And we laughed most about the darkest and weirdest stuff; the things my not so normal brain can create when fear got it all freaked out! So happy and thankful for having a friend I can laugh like that with! (She have a similar background, so she can relate to most of what I'm thinking/feeling.)

Still a headache though. Day four in a row I think.. That's tiring. But overall I'm really grateful for this lazy day. (But maybe I shouldn't be so lazy tomorrow; since there are so much things I need to take care of now.)

 

[safenow]

My arm is hurting today, and I'm feeling like a whining child. While my neighbor was here, he reminded me that it takes months to get back strength when you lose it. He had a stroke last year, and was telling me that he still has a hard time with can openers. I'm sure glad he isn't the one who I asked to open that can yesterday. It was good for me to hear what he was saying. I was whining about how it's been two weeks already, and i'm not able to function yet. I'm glad it wasn't a stroke, it could have been a lot worse.

 

[zaniara]

Safenow: You are struggling with so much and I really understand if you're feeling a bit low sometimes about it all. Isn't that OK sometimes? I feel so blessed with not having all those problems you do, and sometimes ashamed of my own whining about so much more trivial things.. I'm so impressed by your ability to think positively and still beeing so full of warmth! :)

 

[safenow]

Thank you, zaniara. I think there are always people having worse problems than I am. While they are different, everyone has problems. I have a joke I say now. Whine, whine, whine, cheese, whine, whine, whine, cheese. Does anyone have an cheese to go with my whine?

And yes, it is okay to whine sometimes.

 

[zaniara]

:D:D:D That was so funny! Now I'm laughing again!! But it hurts to laugh! (Oh my poor head!) *whinewhinewhine* :D (will have to go and buy some cheese!)

 

[Britt.f7]

Today I spoke with my sister via phone for over 3 hours. It was nice to do, especially since I rarely talk on the phone anymore. Definitely different for me.

 

[zaniara]

Britt: A good kind of different as it seems.. ? :)

 

[ms spock]

My day is challenging. I am sick and finding it hard. I thought I was getting better but I am not.

 

[safenow]

It is barely 6:40am. I've been up most of the night. I'm trying to find ways to get comfortable, and keep my mind busy. That way I don't think about what is going on right now. I don't own a television, so I can't escape that way. It's too cold to go out on the patio. Looking at my apartment, I want to be doing things to clean, but right now I can't. A bit frustrated.