How's Your Day Been? Each Day is Different, So Make Your Mark Daily

[ms spock]

I only slept 5 hours last night, so I am not firing on all thrusters today.

 

[Deleted member 12723]

My day has been a very pleasant day. I ordered more music on Amazon and I really love getting packages in the mail. I had to go to the DMV for an address change and with no appointment, I was out of there in half an hour, I thought I would be there for at least two hours.

Ran some errands and took the rest of the day off. All in all I managed to get things done and I do not have unfinished business that is eating away at me now.

 

[ms spock]

My day has taken a lot of focus to be in.

 

[Deleted member 12723]

I ACCOMPLISHED THE IMPOSSIBLE TODAY. Yay for me.

 

[Ghostybear73]

I should be happy, my son is home for Christmas so we are all here, but I am not. I can't pinpoint exactly why but I think it is because I have to try harder to hold the mask on inside my home. Eric can divert my daughter when he see's I'm having problems, but he can't with my son. Yes, my son knows what's going on, but not the extent of it and I am so bad, I am hoping to hell he never sees it.

I'm feeling frustrated because my daughter went to bed with 103 fever, sore throat, head ache and stomach ache. I can't comfort her because I can't get sick, surgery is in 6 days. I hope she can enjoy Christmas and we can hold off on having to go the urgent care and just go to her doctor on Friday.

 

[Anrish]

My day was surprisingly okay. After having slept much, I didn't have a good feeling about celebrating Christmas Eve at my family's place. But everything went well. We had a lot of fun and the atmosphere was quite nice. The pressure of the last years is almost completely gone.

 

[ms spock]

General medication withdrawal is just too fast for me. At times during the day I am crawling out of my skin, crawling up the wall, and I have been snapping at my partner. So I just jumped on myself and no more complaining for awhile. It is really hard to contain myself. I said one snappy comment today, that was really good containment.

 

[ms spock]

Yeah good, up, down, okay, pretty good, bit disappointing.

 

[goingonhope]

Today, or should I say yesterday was very, very challenged, difficult and hurtful.

I am yet to have slept and I feel upset regarding this. I am especially disappointed and frustrated with the two doctors I have asked for help with this. One directed me to the other and the other simply appears to repeatedly dismiss and disregard this uncontrolled inability of mine to fall asleep.

Now I could just prescribe myself the medication I hold for extreme, extreme anxiety, however it is not the way it's been prescribed to me and it's addictive by its nature. It's clear to me that it's not the cause of my insomnia and I don't wish to make it so. If only he'd make some attempt to suggest something, anything helpful, ...or even acknowledge what I am reporting. My GP tells me to speak to him, I do so and what do you know, he's not going to even acknowledge the subject. He can be maddening.

 

[Let It Be]

Went to my OT appointment and learned that he has me scheduled 3 times a week for 6 weeks to have therapy.

It's like part of me wants it over with, but I keep telling myself that the x-rays don't lie. Just not used to be listened to like this and taking care of me.

 

[ms spock]

Depths of despair, woke upset, but not with panic attacks, so much improved. Sobbed my heart out. So many things came up. B snuggled me. He said he almost cried at how much I cried.

 

[Deleted member 12723]

Today is my youngest granddaughters birthday. She had a friend spend the night over here. We all signed the lovely birthday card and will finish celebrating later on. She is tween now, ten years old. It is a very happy day for all of us.