My day so far... Sucks ass. I had no clue how much routine means to my mind and body. You would think with 4 kids routine is impossible but today I see it does happen.
It has rained all day yesterday, lastnight, and supposed to all day... Flooded, tornadoes, and hail this AM. Luckily none hit here, just good wind gusts, rain, and flooding. My roof is leaking now and sheetrock messed up in the upstairs ceiling so winds were pretty good. Grrr.
My ex who had my 8 yo lastnight and he was supposed to drop him off at school, instead came here as I cannot get kids to school. Even if I make it through to school I may not be able to get them out later. At least it did not jack me up him being here and went and took a shower while he was here to keep an eye on them.
The teen girl is trying every last nerve... Again. She and the 2 yo were out catching craw-dads. They were soaked. No biggie there, just come in and change right? Well, the little one had sense and came in and stripped. The teen comes in and then for what ever reason goes back out on the FRONT porch in front of God and all and strips down and then comes flying back the front door in her panties and bra up the stairs. What in the hell???? Mud/sun room, deck out back, bathroom, her room, but noooo the front porch.
I was making breakfast everyone putting in their "orders"... She does not want anything until I am finished cooking. So she goes in there and had the oil from the fried eggs on the highest heat setting with a lid on it. Smoke was already coming out when I caught it. Moved it off the heat uncovered it and got splattered with hot oil. I am getting pissed as that shit burns... and then she has the nerve to throw a fit and say she isn't eating if she isn't cooking it. I am fighting with her telling her if I had walked in a minute later my frigging kitchen would be on fire! No damn frying for her, period! And then a go hungry, I don't care!
They have tripped triggers all morning with the damn doorbell no matter how much I yell to stop. Go ring doorbell, dog freaks out, my body freaks... They kept it up until finally the dog got sick of it and knew it was them and stopped barking. Dog stopped so they did.
It is still morning... I have not been able to listen to my meditate and relax CDs. I am chugging my teas... I have icy hot on and already had to take meds for my headache they gave me. I am so worn out. I really think I should have taken them to school, especially if they were to be stuck there!
And my cell signal keeps going in and out on the laptop making it next to impossible for my pages to load. At least the power is still on. And the best part, they have no school Wendsday! So I get to do this again this week. I took my second cut in Zoloft so that is may be making it worse. I really need a massage. And a better form of birth control... LOL.