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How's Your Day Been? Each Day is Different, So Make Your Mark Daily

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I am very drained today. I'm miserable to boot. I cleaned for a few days (we are talking over 14 hours a day) for some unknown reason, then I drove to the city and back (10 hours driving, 6 hours visiting) on less then an hours sleep. Guess it all caught up to me!!

Bec
 
Bec, big sleep for you needed.

Veiled... not really my decision as such, more the nesting pregnant one, ie. she can't do it, so she made the decision for me instead. You know what I mean!!!!!

I am pretty drained today... just so much has been going on lately, and I am a bit stuffed. I think I will have a LLD (Little Lye Down) with bubba today for his midday nap.
 
I think I will have a LLD (Little Lye Down) with bubba today for his midday nap.

Warren's mom calls this FOB time - stands for "Flat On Back" time, really naptime in disguise.

Way to step up to the plate to help Kerrie out, Anthony!
 
It's been a long day,
I went to the grocery store, and helped BF prepare some spagetti sauce (still waiting for it to finish...)
Been pretty numb today.

Take Care
Y&A
 
not such a good day, no sleep, headache, nauseous, and my mother is in my head. i am thinking about skipping school today. up and dressed, but i don't think i'll be able to get anything accomplished. i hate to go out when i'm shaking, it seems most don't notice, but i feel like they can see me shaking so hard.
 
My day so far... Sucks ass. I had no clue how much routine means to my mind and body. You would think with 4 kids routine is impossible but today I see it does happen.

It has rained all day yesterday, lastnight, and supposed to all day... Flooded, tornadoes, and hail this AM. Luckily none hit here, just good wind gusts, rain, and flooding. My roof is leaking now and sheetrock messed up in the upstairs ceiling so winds were pretty good. Grrr.

My ex who had my 8 yo lastnight and he was supposed to drop him off at school, instead came here as I cannot get kids to school. Even if I make it through to school I may not be able to get them out later. At least it did not jack me up him being here and went and took a shower while he was here to keep an eye on them.

The teen girl is trying every last nerve... Again. She and the 2 yo were out catching craw-dads. They were soaked. No biggie there, just come in and change right? Well, the little one had sense and came in and stripped. The teen comes in and then for what ever reason goes back out on the FRONT porch in front of God and all and strips down and then comes flying back the front door in her panties and bra up the stairs. What in the hell???? Mud/sun room, deck out back, bathroom, her room, but noooo the front porch.

I was making breakfast everyone putting in their "orders"... She does not want anything until I am finished cooking. So she goes in there and had the oil from the fried eggs on the highest heat setting with a lid on it. Smoke was already coming out when I caught it. Moved it off the heat uncovered it and got splattered with hot oil. I am getting pissed as that shit burns... and then she has the nerve to throw a fit and say she isn't eating if she isn't cooking it. I am fighting with her telling her if I had walked in a minute later my frigging kitchen would be on fire! No damn frying for her, period! And then a go hungry, I don't care!

They have tripped triggers all morning with the damn doorbell no matter how much I yell to stop. Go ring doorbell, dog freaks out, my body freaks... They kept it up until finally the dog got sick of it and knew it was them and stopped barking. Dog stopped so they did.

It is still morning... I have not been able to listen to my meditate and relax CDs. I am chugging my teas... I have icy hot on and already had to take meds for my headache they gave me. I am so worn out. I really think I should have taken them to school, especially if they were to be stuck there!

And my cell signal keeps going in and out on the laptop making it next to impossible for my pages to load. At least the power is still on. And the best part, they have no school Wendsday! So I get to do this again this week. I took my second cut in Zoloft so that is may be making it worse. I really need a massage. And a better form of birth control... LOL.
 
Now I have turkeys in my house... not the kids, the kind that gobble. ugh. How did that commercial go? Calgon, take me away...
 
Hey Veiled - just reading your post makes me tired!!!! Sounds like your teen could use some hard work to pull her back to reality!

Pretty bad day for me. Dragged myself up the docs as I was feeling really bad yesterday and then just plain weird today. I seem to have changed to a "frankly, don't give a damn" attitude. Obviously not helpful when in conversation with certain work colleagues!

Doc said double the zoloft. Also said that I should take timeout from work if I think I might get myself into trouble by answering back or saying what I think. I wish he had just signed me off, cos I know damn well I'll still go in. :wall:
 
wow....we are all not doing too good today :(

I Dont feel too great myself either.....eh besides it being a freakin monday
I didnt have the best weekend eventhough we got alot done at the house, so im glad my hubby, i and the fam all got together and worked on cleaning up...
My husband is officially on medical leave (due to his PTSD) for a month... Im kind of nervous+ paranoid about it (for personal reasons) I dont feel good about it... but all in all, In the end, i really hope this helps him and he feels better when its time to return to work. I hope what he has planned at work turns out for him. I will try my hardest to support him (eventhough lately i seem to suck at it) but i wish i could get over the things that trouble me in order to give him the support he needs from me :(
 
Today (10/16) is a pretty good day. I had "just the right" amount of things on my to-do list today. It's warm so I actually got some outdoor time too. I'm a bit tired now and feeling "flat" so I supposed a nap is in order. Hopefully I can get some good rest and then be perky when hubby comes home. I have lots on my agenda for tomorrow, but I will cut it way down if need be (sounds good right now anyway LOL!)
 
. At least the power is still on.

I knew I should not have said that!!!! Big bolt of lighting outside and a huge boom... And everything is out now, not sure how long battery will last on this and I hope they fix it today. We have gone days without power before out here. Seems if it is not densely populated they don't get in a big hurry. Well, the ducks are enjoying swimming in the yard, I am not. Glad I did not take the kids to school, no way I am getting out in this shit! Just wish power was on so I could here the tornado warnings... Can I take extra xanax about now? I think I might. I am a bit freaked. The sky is really falling, not in my head!
 
Well, I must bust this up I guess, and as usual, my days are good. I haven't had a PTSD bad day in a while now... taking bub to play group soon! When things are bad, you must analyse why they are that way, then counteract the reason or thoughts.
 
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