How's Your Day Been? Each Day is Different, So Make Your Mark Daily

[anthony]

Now now... no whacking over the head you pair! You can whack me when we finally meet one day.

 

[cookie]

today was pretty good, went out to eat dinner with son in law and daughter and son. daugter leaving tomorrow, i will be worried sick til they get home. it will be 13 hrs. of nailbiting.lol.

 

[anthony]

Oh, don't worry, your the only two that I am using mental imagery upon at present... trying to learn for myself with much guidance from my very good mate, Dr. Roerich. Your both learning something about yourselves though... yes?

 

[goingonhope]

Christmas Eve we had party and husb.'s family came over. All went fairly well. A good time and glad I was up for it, as just the day prior my husb. and I had an arguement and initially I was fed up and felt tempted to walk out for good. I made some right chooses and our day improved greatly. My daughter said to me that day, "Why Mommy, if you leave you won't have any home to live in." I was thinking how cute and brilliant, but don't worry darling I'll never leave you and your brother.

I'll be damned though if I'm going to tolerate cont. unneccessary stress, negativity or destructive criticism. Anyhow I made good chooses, resulting in surprisingly good result. X'mas day went fairly well. Today very busy. And tommorrow hope to go out with husb. and kids on bikes.

Besides this...still having the most difficulty concentrating, focusing and slowing down. What with this concentration problem I've barely been able to read...partly concentration...partly vision. Reading and focusing takes 5x longer than what it should...and I don't have that kind of available time. bummer....My memory problems are annoying as heck too. Hoping all this will pass to a functioning level again. Will be having major surgery in 14 days on left eye. If all goes well I hope again to be fit to be more involved in the forum. If something goes wrong, well then it oughta take 10x longer, with one less eye.

Nervous and frightened and hoping I'm just taking an X'mas break and not slowly getting away from the forum, or that I will be needing to let go bc of perm. loss.

 

[becvan]

Oh, don't worry, your the only two that I am using mental imagery upon at present... trying to learn for myself with much guidance from my very good mate, Dr. Roerich. Your both learning something about yourselves though... yes?

Actually, so far so good. You seem to be getting at something I couldn't and it's bringing up all sorts of stuff. I'm rather testy (alright out right nasty) at home and have high levels of anxiety but I'm not suprised considering the emotions we are digging at. This is the most progress I've made after 17 years of therapy! I'm happy to keep plodding along and don't mind one bit being a guina pig. LOL, I don't think you'd want more than a few of us on your hands with this.. hehe you'd be doing this is no time...:crazy:

Bec

 

[Deleted member 93]

Guilty as charged, am learning, but it sure can put your brain on "spin cycle". Not surprised as I am made aware of some things. Anxiety yes, very high here too. Not incresing my xanax has been a toughie! Loaded with attacks. Hell... it even makes me think stopping in that bar around the corner is not a bad idea for a drink. I will avoid it! Had a bit of a crash today and slept a lot more. Less panic in my sleep.

Hubs made dinner earlier tonight and it was some kind of soup, it was mainly apples... had whipped cream and cheddar cheese... Did not mean to just react but I made to most awful sound when it went in my mouth... Spent the next 10 minutes trying to cover my ass saying I knew he put a lot of work in it and he did try hard. And at least the kids liked it... Maybe he trying to get me cooking again... But it was so gross and looked like vomit. Did not help when I said not everything I try to make comes out well either. Ahhh... just need to learn to shut up at yuck.

 

[Deleted member 93]

Good luck Hope.

 

[anthony]

Hope, sounds to me like someone is taking control of their life once again... your doing great, keep up the excellent work please.

 

[GR-ass]

Now now... no whacking over the head you pair! You can whack me when we finally meet one day.

Is that a promise :stupid:

 

[GR-ass]

Shitty mood. Grandmother dearest is having fun seeing how many of my buttons she can push, all the while smiling sweetly.

I just want her out and my space back to being my space again.

Only another week to go of her dear company (sarcasm)

 

[Deleted member 93]

It will pass soon, Cass. Good luck and you will return to normal stress levels again. But isn't she spreading it around anyway :) That has to help some.

 

[cookie]

Hang in there, cass. my kids have the same thing with their gramma(my mother)
i tell em to just smile and act like they're listening, when she tells them how to do everything her way, act like you're interested so she won't keep going on, and then just ignore it .