The body. It's taken the role for just about everything and because of it, its exhausted. Literally unable to move once home and no desire to talk. Tomorrow at work if we make it, will be a lonely day. A part of the many of me is so heartbroken that the world will never be the same. And somehow we must find/fight for any will to go on. I'm sorry. Feeling like my neck muscles are mangled pieces of metal and it hurts.