General Living In My Own Head

[Sighs]

Musing this morning on how much I live in my own head these days.

I can't / don't talk to my vet very much because when he is stressed ANY topic can set him off. I'm one of those people that always has something bubbling in my head - usually something of no consequence! If I blurt out what I'm thinking he tells me that my random thoughts are "wasted transmissions". Of course, any comment which is of consequence can set off a tirade so its safer not to share those either.

Because we have recently moved the only people I know in town are my work colleagues. They are lovely, but I don't want to share the painful details of living with a PTSD sufferer with them. I haven't even told them he has PTSD although I think they have put two and two together.

My family are interstate and we are not close so I don't talk to them much. If I told my friends what my life is really like they wouldn't understand.

Guess its just me, myself and I in here...

 

[Wastinglight]

So sorry to hear you're in such a difficult place @Sighs . Similar to what I'm going through, except my guy is struggling so much with his symptoms that I'm lucky to see him once a week.

That's all I wanted to say really - you're not alone. Hope it helps a bit to know that and hope things improve for you soon. :hug:

 

[whserenitynluv]

@Sighs sounds like the change for you has been scary, and the not being able to express yourself is difficult and frightening, .?:hug: I'm glad you are here and expressing your thoughts , I enjoy reading your posts and that you are regularly here helping others, thank you!
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