Lose Job, Lose Everything

[silver_turquoise]

It's pretty likely that next week I am going to be fired. Too much internet traffic is coming from my computer and IT have identified it.

I do browse on the internet a lot because I can't concentrate for more than a few minutes at a time. Lots of the time it's all I can do to show up, sit at my desk and hope nobody asks me to do anything. It's not good, I know, but using the internet helps me refocus. But it's just browsing - so I'm not sure why there is so much of a network problem because of it - but they could just be bluffing and trying to make me feel bad about it, which isn't unlikely in this workplace.

They've fired people for this before.

If I lose my job, my husband, also with PTSD, will get deported. If I get fired I can't lie on my resume, and I am pretty much going to be unable to get another job. I don't have any real employable skills other than being able to do basic office work.

If I have to live in the town where abuse happened by myself without him, I'll probably end up killing myself.

I am completely ruined, life is already over.

<edited due to potential identity issues>

 

[The Albatross]

It isn't over yet. Hope that this doesn't result in an automatic termination for you. I'm hoping for the best. Prayers for you (if you'll accept them).

 

[KP the nut]

You are in my thoughts.

 

[Meadowsweet]

I hope this will work out for you.

 

[Belle]

Speak to them, just speak to them, if they want to discuss the report then have your say and from the heart. It might help (((((((hugs)))))))