My action plan carried out

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I am asking for input with this. Part of this is my husband the veteran with ptsd..I have ptsd. Unfornately the people pleaser in me capitulated to his requests to purchase weapons. All less than lethal..I did on my credit. So a man who works at dollar general was struggling..financially..my husband contacted him. He claimed drug users were around his rv at night. Then he got fired. My husband did not want his kids to starve so we got him to a food bank. My husband gave him one of his weapons. A less than lethal gun. Turns out the man went in dollar general to make a purchase with his daughter. She is under 10. She got anxious or hyper and the man hit her. It is on video. That is why he got fired. My husband learned about this yesterday. I got very distressed. There is a law called negilent entrustment . It usually applies to vehicles but also to weapons including less than lethal..IF he injures or kills someone with the weapon my husband gave him even though I got this for my husband as a gift a court could hold me liable. I asked my husband to get the gun back. The man responded to my husband via text that the video is false and the store manager is harassing him. The law does not provide for I don't know. The law is specific about such an action if the person is incompetent voltiatile etc.. my husband got the weapon back from his wife today..I drove. Was in the car. I got out when my husband got the weapon back in his hands. I told hus wife that she and her husband were never to come around me again. I was close to notifying the sheriff if my husband did not do this. My husband on his phone is always looking at weapons less than lethal. I think it is unhealthy but I only control me. I have not said this to my husband. Will not unless he waj5s another one. No more buying weapons with my credit or my money..If we are laying in bed together and he is researching this again I remove mysrlf..I have an issue with feeling safe in the current situation in the US. I was not raised with guns. I have ptsd too. Pro life and pro gun does not work for me. How many guns do you need to feel safe? This is insane. My husband has frequently projectec and blamed me for my emotions. Not feeling safe with him. Not handling current events well. Actually I have gotten better but the country is fixated on psychopathyMy and we need a path forward..I was educated in traits of sagecand unsafe people so I will remove myself when I assess something is wrong..I am nit sure right now due to current situation in US who is safe. My husband is a good man. He would not hurt me. My trauma and healing is intertwined with the state of the US. My family of origin held beliefs that contributed to current issues. I had domestic violence treatment. Also the dollar has been the scene of chaos. Someone drove their car into the door. The locks on the doors were glued twice. The cash register caught on fire. Why am allowing myself to keep going in there? It has been open about 18 months. They have run through at least.25 employees. We have a lower mileage 2017 Chevy equinox and we can and do order online. We can leave our small rural area to shop elsewhere. We do. There is another grocery- general store here. Why do we allow chaos in our lives? Life is difficult enough right now. This is a look at me. Trying to take responsibility and change or control what I can.

 

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Also is there really something wrong with me? I can't tolerate anymore the violence the uncivilized the gunfire the cussing in our movies. My husband says we'll that is all there is. No ! The algorithm will keep spitting it back at you if that is all you allow. I had a crainiotomy to remove access in my left temporal lobe 2014. Bacterial meningitis of my brain. I went into cardiopulmonary arrest. Yes this is an acquired brain injury but I got the chance to do it all again. I am always learning especially in neuroscience medicine health care etc. Neuroplasticity. I subscribed to Howdy 2 days ago. Ad free movies. Older ones but guess what? The movies appear to me to have more class dignity a purpose have hope. Howdy is 2.99 a month.