MyPTSD musings

[Teasel]

Same here again @Changing4Best :)

 

[Changing4Best]

For awhile Today my browser wasn't working. I felt very strange as well as lost. Thankfully all worked out. I had to change a setting...

 

[Teasel]

So I get quite distressed when I've posted enough times to appear in the monthly "Top Posters" bit at the bottom of the forum. I say distressed that's not quite right. I mean I laugh at myself for it, but yeah, kind of distressed! :laugh:

It gets worse the higher up that list I go and sometimes find myself rationing my posts so I stop climbing or slink back down, even better out of view.

Wierd huh.

 

[LuckiLee]

Think of it as "Top contributors" instead. ?

 

[Changing4Best]

Or the folks who participate the most.

 

[ladee]

You can also look at is a measuring device of how far you have come, how much amazing progress you have made!! Especially on those days you feel not so great about yourself. And, that you are being heard!!

 

[Teasel]

Thanks ladies, I'm sorry I keep avoiding replying sometimes. Feel bad about it. Clearly key comfortable with compliments.