Need to unscramble

[Defaultxlove]

I am starting to regulate but had another small seizure ugh

thankfully I am okay & something appropriate snapped in me. just like boundaries snapping into place

I no longer accept paths that help me reach my goal, but hurt me. I am not in a place to be taking hits for anyone (metaphorically). I am worthy of peace - even if people want to take it away idc.

<3

 

[SeekingAfrica]

I no longer accept paths that help me reach my goal, but hurt me. I am not in a place to be taking hits for anyone (metaphorically). I am worthy of peace - even if people want to take it away idc.

I love this quote. I'm sure you have your own interpretation but something came to mind for me too. Definitely something to remember, I do that a lot too. Not with everyone for sure, but with some family. It's really hard to be objective and chose different path than you are pushed towards.
And to forgive yourself for making said choice. At least for me.

 

[Defaultxlove]

Yep I got that quote in therapy @SeekingAfrica

Right now for me I woke up very sick. I feel bad for jgf bc he is sometimes the only one that knows how sick I am. Sickness is not always obvious

If any random person felt this they’d go to the hospital but I’ve been thru this and I know what this is

I need support because I’m scared and spacey but I have no clue what anyone can say or do

The nausea is very high - ginger tea helps

 

[Defaultxlove]

Dealing with a lot of self-awareness sometimes it makes me cry. Sometimes I get happy. It’s a lot in one day other things to like scared or just too much.

 

[Defaultxlove]

couldnt sleep again last night

im gonna ramble please interact w any thoughts nothng can upset me and I need feedback (ok thats a lie but ill ignore if not helpful)

emma broke out of a piece in the fence to go to her dog friends house at 7am

i had already felt like I was going to vomit. still.

i got her and im still calming down

also a neighbor said why did you let her out I said excuse me? she said are you looking for a black lab so I said
no did you just say why i let her out? (bc Ive lost part of my filter). she said she went that way. greast thanks have a great day at work lady

my neck and head hurt

im mad at my therapist for a not important reason but I am

will see jgf around lunch & we have papers to sign.

my body aches
my friend R said

"but for real are you ok? IM worried

still have lots of fam blocked.

i dont want to spread how I feel

feeling hate

 

[OM_™]

couldnt sleep again last night

Just checking in to see if you are OK?

 

[Defaultxlove]

Just checking in to see if you are OK?

I think so. I’ve now slept half decent a few days and it helps! Thank you