Not Sure Where To Post This - Having A Rough Time

[Abeille]

I was just laying in bed and then I remembered all the bad things that happened here and I feel so disgusting! I cant stop crying and Im so scared that this guy is gong to come find me... He told me that he would punish me if I ever lied to him, and I did. I lied so that he would not want me any more, and it worked. But he said he was going to punish me and I am scared, he knows where I live and it is so scarey. It has been 5 years and he probably does not even remember me, but I cant stop being scared of him, of all the men who took advantage of me! I feel so scared and hurt and violated and so ANGRY that they STILL are able to hurt me! I hate this and I hate that I am letting them still hurt me! I hate myself right now even though I know I shouldnt.... I need someone to hug me, but I dont have anyone to do that for me... I nee someone to help me calm down... I cant even call my fiancee because he is at school and I hav no one else I can talk to about this... I need help... I need to stop feeling like this, I need to stop feeling and hearing those PERVS!

Also, I have been sick from these feelings for the past few days and have not eaten to day even though I really want to... Can anyone think of some foods that are okay to eat with a really upset stomach?

 

[Jline]

Hi Abeille,

When I have felt this way I use gravol, either the pill form or suppository (if you are unable to keep anything down) Gravol can make you a bit tired though so I would take it easy if you use them. I always have toast and tea when feeling this way. Then if it does come up it is not something spicy that will burn your throat. I hope you feel better soon. j

 

[Abeille]

I have never heard of that, what is Gravol?

Toast and tea sounds like a good idea... Tea with just a little hint of cinnamon(cinnamon always makes me feel a little safer, it is weird).... Thank you, Jline.

 

[Jline]

Gravol is a non prescription antinauseant medication, even children can take it. I am in Canada, perhaps it is different where you are or has a different name.? Cinnamon is yummy on toast :)