Yep you got it, I have never ever been on anything before, oh wait over twenty years ago I was locked in a room and was well you can guess the rest....... They took me to the doctor etc and he put me on something then but it was so long ago I would have no idea, I only took it for a few weeks and it knocked me out so much I stopped taking it. I was only in my twenties young and stupid I suppose when it came to stuff like that as I didn't ask anything about meds etc, well I was incapable of even speaking for three weeks ....... Oh and I tried herbal things for three years on my own not with any doctor so I suppose you can say nothing really.
I went to the doctor and it was one my skin specialist sent me to so it was the first time I had ever met her because he was getting very worried about me and said that I have two choices I can go to see her or he will make me go and see her, so off I went and had a meltdown in her office she sat with me talking for an hour and a half (what doctor does that ) she said they have an agreement at the surgery that if anyone comes with my sort of problems they all share out her patients so she can have time with them, I had no idea she specialises in sexual abuse and PTSD especially with women I was pretty messy and hadn't worked for a few months, terrified of dying 100 times a day, was petrified of certain smells going to kill me etc etc, the thing is I'm on all this stuff and I still am terrified of the same things. I've been on the same stuff for nine months now and all they keep doing is upping them I have to see my psychiatrist on the 19 the and all this stuff isn't helping much so I don't really know what to do, have you any ideas ? I would love any ideas of what to do