Sigh...still trying to figure this internet thing out. It does feel strange being heard.Many of us feel that way about the forum. You'll meet people here that can possibly be great online friends. And for me, it's the family I don't have in real life.
Just take your time, and know that when you do post, you are heard. Even that felt strange to me in the beginning. Set your own pace.
The people here understand and hope you find healing