I am craving actual human love, and I don't mean from a lover, I mean the most fundamental basic stuff that most people on this forum seem to take for granted even while they are complaining about their problems.
Oh, gosh, I'm right with you. I've been lonely all my life. I'm new to this forum, so I don't know what other people do or don't take for granted, but what I've noticed with Complex PTSD, dating back to childhood, is that it cuts you off -- isolates you. It would be so nice to be a normal person with close relationships and affiliations...