Songs You Relate To

[Mockingbird13]

Say Love - Kimberly Caldwell

We can't keep going this way
Take a breath , Dont walk out
Who is this demon taking your place ?
O don't even know you any more

My Immortal - Evanessence

I'm so tired of being here
Suppressed by all my childish fears
And if you have to leave
I wish that you would just leave
'Cause your presence still lingers here
And it won't leave me alone

Eminem - Going Through Changes
I'm going through changes I'm going through changes

Lately I really, feel like I'm rolling for delph like Philly,
I feel like I'm losing control of myself, I sincerely,
Apologize if all that I sound like is I'm complaining,
But life keeps on complicating, an' I'm debating,
On leaving this world, this evening, even my girls,
Can see I'm grievin', I try and hide it,

 

[Heather]

Fighter

'Cause if it wasn't for all
that you tried to do
I wouldn't know just how capable I was to pull through
so I wanna say thank you

'cause it makes me that much stronger
makes me work a little bit harder
makes me that much harder
makes me that much wiser
mso thanks for making me a fighter

made me learn a little bit faster
made my skin a little bit thicker
makes me that much smarter
so thanks for making me a fighter

I heard going 'round
playin' the victim now
But don't even begin feelin' I'm the one to blame
'cause you dug your own grave

After all the lies
Guess you're wanting to hurt me
But that won't work anymore
No more, uh uh, it's over.

 

[Cthulhu]

A song that reminds me of someone whom I will never meet again...

Assemblage 23 - 30kft

Hello, if you're there pick up the phone
I'm calling from 30,000 feet above you
The captain's just informed us that our plane is going down
So I'm calling for one last time to say I love you

I'm not certain how much time I might have left so I'll be brief
I'm sorry if this message only amplifies your grief
But I couldn't bear the burden of never having said goodbye
And the pain you feel I promise you will go away with time

I'm sorry I won't be there to see our children grow
Please tell them that I love them more than they will ever know
Tell my family and friends how much I love them all as well
Surely we will meet again but only time will tell

I'm sorry most of all I won't be there when you grow old
To be there by your side and keep you warm when you are cold
Excuse me but I think my time is drawing to a close
So I've one last thing to tell you now before I have to go
...

 

[sea]

Heroes - Peter Gabriel

I wish I could swim like dolphins, like dolphins could swim. Though nothing will keep us together, we can beat them forever and ever. Oh we can be heroes, just for one day. We could be heroes, just for one day. I will be king, and you will be queen. Though nothing will drive us away, we can be heroes just for one day. We can be us, just for one day. I, I can remember! Standing, standing by the wall, and the guns shot above our heads. And we kissed, as though nothing could fall. And the shame, the shame is on the otherside. Oh we can beat them, forever and ever. We can be heroes, just for one day.

Heroin - Velvet Underground

I don't know just where I'm going. But I'm gonna try for the Kingdom, if I can. Cause it makes me feel like I'm a man, when I put a spike into my vein and I tell you things aren't quite the same when I'm rushin' on my run and I feel just like Jesus' son, and I guess but I just don't know, and I guess but I just don't know. I wish that I'd sailed the darkened seas, on a great big clipper ship. Going from this land into that, on a sailor's suit and cap. Away from the big city, where a man cannot be free, of all the evils of this town. And of himself, and those around. Oh and I guess but I just don't know, oh and I guess but I just don't know. Heroin, be the death of me. Heroin, it's my wife and it's my life. Because a mainer to my vein, leads to a center in my head, and I'm better off than dead. Because when the smack begins to flow, I really don't care anymore, about all the Jim-Jims in this town and all the politicians making busy rounds, and everybody putting everybody else down. Then thank God that I'm as good as dead. Then thank your God that I'm not aware, and thank God that I just don't care, and I guess but I just don't know.

Alice - Moby

My head keeps turning, turning like Russian roulette, thoughts are like bullets, I cannot do this. Do this, do this. Psychosomatic imagine shadows swooping in sadness, and mirrors cracking, the shudders was a-trappin'. With padded rooms like a sofa they told me it was for my own good, my voices upon my shoulder plan it. Let the vultures divulgin' to keep revolving the spot works on my focus, my culture but no one knows it.

 

[Crl1983]

Slipknot -Diluted:

I'm cold, I'm ugly
I'm always confused by everything
I can stare into a thousand eyes
But every smile hides a bold-faced lie

It itches, it seethes, it festers and breathes
My heroes are dead, they died in my head
Thin out the herd, squeeze out the pain
Something inside me has opened up again

Thoughts of me exemplified
All the little flaws I have denied
Forget today, forget whatever happened
Everyday I see a little more of overall deficiencies
I'm nothing short of being one complete catastrophe

What the hell - did I - do to deserve - all of this?

I save all the bullets from ignorant minds
Your insults get stuck in my teeth as they grind
Way past good taste, on our way to bad omens
I decrease, while my symptoms increase

All I ever wanted out of you was
something you could never be
Now take a real good look at
What you've ****ing done to me

What the hell - did I - do to deserve - all of this?

 

[Crl1983]

Nine Inch Nails- Gave Up:

it took you to make me realize
it took you to make me see the light
smashed up my sanity
smashed up my integrity
smashed up what i believed in
smashed up what's left of me
smashed up my everything
smashed up all that was true
gonna smash myself to pieces
i don't know what else to do

still cannot fix this broken machine

after everything i've done i hate myself for what i've become-

 

[Lionheart]

Without Her
Harry Nilsson

I spend the night in a chair thinking she'll be there
but she never comes
and then I wake up and wipe the sleep from my eyes
and I rise to face another day without her

it's just no good anymore when you walk in the door
of an empty room and then you go inside and set a table for one
it's just no fun when you have to spend the day without her

we burst the pretty balloon, took us to the moon
such a beautiful thing
but it's ended now
and it sounds like a lie
I said I'd rather die than live without her

Love is a beautiful thing when it knows how to swing
And it moves like a clock
But the hands on the clock tell the lovers to part
And it's breaking my heart
To have to spend another day without her

 

[Sqweak]

CATH
Death Can for cutie

Cath, she stands with a well-intentioned man
But she can't relax with his hand on the small of her back
And as the flashbulbs burst
She holds a smile like someone would hold a crying child

And soon everybody will ask what became of you
'Cause your heart was dying fast, and you didn't know what to do

 

[Sqweak]

Walk Away
-Christina Aguilera

What do you do when you know something's bad for you
And you still can't let go?

I was naïve
Your love was like candy
Artificially sweet
I was deceived by the wrapping

Got caught in your web
And I learned how to plead
I was prey in your bed
And devoured completely

And it hurts my soul
Cos I can't let go
All these walls are caving in
I can't stop my suffering
I hate to show that I've lost control
Cos I, I keep going right back
To the one thing that I need to walk away from

I need to get away from it
I need to walk away from it
Get away, walk away, walk away

I should have known
I was used for amusement
Couldn't see through the smog
It was all an illusion

Now I've been licking my wounds (licking my wounds)
Woke up in love and seems so great (deeper, deeper)
We both can't subdue
Darling you hold me prisoner (prisoner)

I'm about to break
I can't stop this ache
I'm addicted to your lure
and I'm feeling for a cure
Every step I take
Leads to one mistake
I keep going right back
To the one thing that I need...

I can make it
It's some state I'm in
Getting nothing everytime
What did I do to deserve
The pain of this moment
And everywhere I turn
I keep going right back
To the one thing that I need to walk away from

I need to get away from it
I need to walk away from it
Get away, walk away, walk away

Everytime I try to grasp for air
I get smothered and this sky, it's never over, over
Seems I never wake from this nightmare
I let out a solid breath, let it be over, over

Inside I'm screaming
Breaking, pleading the world
Ahh...

My heart has been bruised
So sad but it's true
Each peep reminds me of you

It hurts my soul
Cos I can't let go
All these walls are caving in
I can't stop my suffering
I hate to show that I've lost control
Cos I, I keep going right back
To the one thing that I need...

I'm about to break
I guess I missed it
I'm addicted to your lure
And I'm feeling for a cure
Every step I take
Leads to one mistake
I keep going right back
To the one thing that I need...

I can make it
It's some state I'm in
Getting nothing everytime
What did I do to deserve
The pain of this moment
And everywhere I turn
I keep going right back
To the one thing that I need to walk away from

I say...
I need to get away from it
I need to walk away from it
Get away, walk away, walk away

Only thing I need to do is walk away

I need to get away from it
I need to walk away from it
Get away, walk away, walk away

 

[jasmin]

Wipers

Potential Suicide


Its such a long way down
Maybe I should try a floor below
A softer landing might just
Ease the pain
Being a coward is such a drag
I'm getting so depressed getting so depressed
Getting so depressed

I'ts such a long way down
Maybe a floor below might just east the pain
Being a loser is such a drag
I'm getting so depressed getting so depressed

 

[sea]

Another Year - Amanda Palmer

I tried to fall in it again. My friends took bets and disappeared. They mime their sighing violins, I think I’ll wait another year. I want my chest pressed to your chest, my nervous systems interfere. Ten or eleven months at best, I think I’ll wait another year. This weather turns my tricks to rust, I am a lousy engineer. The winter makes things hard enough, I think I’ll wait another year. Plus, I’m only 26 years old, my grandma died at 83, that’s lots of time if I don’t smoke. I think I’ll wait another year. I'm not as callous as you think, I barely breathe when you are near, it’s not as bad when I don’t drink. I think I’ll wait another year, I have my new Bill Hicks CD, I have my friends and my career. I’m getting smaller by degrees. You said you’d help me disappear, but that could take forever, I think I’ll wait another year, it’ll be the best year ever, I think I’ll wait another, can’t we just wait together? You bring the smokes, I’ll bring the beer, I think I’ll wait another year.

Life Wasted - Pearl Jam

You're always saying that there's something wrong, I'm starting to believe it's your plan all along. Death came around, forced to hear its song and know tomorrow can't be depended on. I seen the home inside your head, all locked doors and unmade beds. Open sores unattended, let me say just once that I have faced it, a life wasted, I'm never going back again. I escaped it, a life wasted, I'm never going back again. Having tasted, a life wasted, I'm never going back again. The world awaits just up the stairs, leave the pain for someone else. Nothing back there for you to find, or was it you, you left behind? You're always saying you're too weak to be strong, you're harder on yourself than just about anyone. Why swim the channel just to get this far? Halfway there, why would you turn around? Darkness comes in waves, tell me,why invite it to stay? You're warm with negativity, yes, comfort is an energy, but why let the sad song play? I have faced it, a life wasted, I'm never going back again. I escaped it, a life wasted, I'm never going back again. Having tasted, a life wasted, I'm never going back again. Oh I erased it, a life wasted, I'm never going back again.

 

[Kintsugi]

Posting this again. Woke up with it in my head.
A Perfect Circle
Counting Bodies Like Sheep

Don't fret precious I'm here
Step away from the window
Go back to sleep
Safe from pain and truth and choice
And other poison devils
See they don't give a f*ck about you
Like I do...

Counting bodies like sheep (like sheep)...

Go back to sleep...

I'll be the one to protect you from
Your enemies and all your demons
I'll be the one to protect you from
A will to survive and a voice of reason
I'll be the one to protect you from
Your enemies and your choices son
One in the same,
I must isolate you
And save you from yourself