Whirlwind
Gold Member
I'm older and entirely on my own having (out of DV relationship) and simply put this time of year, even the "holiday" is associated with some events and I am in hyper trigger mode for a bunch of reasons. This is never a good time for me.
But I'm getting "it" this year, maybe the first year ever!
I recognized and caught the buildup this time and I am implementing my plan of action...and then I realized I am feeling ok. Calm....mixed with ok and some flashes of contentedness. I have some troublesome "blips" but I'm seeing them for what they are and I took a few long walks and talked to myself...it helped. Funny how speaking out loud is different.
This is a big one for me...getting through this time of year without falling into yuck land.
So far so good! :)
Whirlwind
But I'm getting "it" this year, maybe the first year ever!
I recognized and caught the buildup this time and I am implementing my plan of action...and then I realized I am feeling ok. Calm....mixed with ok and some flashes of contentedness. I have some troublesome "blips" but I'm seeing them for what they are and I took a few long walks and talked to myself...it helped. Funny how speaking out loud is different.
This is a big one for me...getting through this time of year without falling into yuck land.
So far so good! :)
Whirlwind