FauxLiz
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My T is returning from paternity leave next week and though he told me I could reach out to him while he was gone I have respected his leave. The thing is I have not done well while he has been on leave. I have lost a significant amount of weight (relapsed my eating disorder), barely gotten out of bed except when I have needed to go my part-time retail job (major drop from my career job for the last 15 years) or the occasional interview for jobs I had applied for prior to his leave.
I am trying to decide if I should send him a brief email on Monday prior to our session highlighting what has been going on so that we don't spend the entire session catching up and not addressing anything or just continue to lay low knowing that theoretically it is unlikely we will get through the recap and even have more than 10 minutes to talk about what I can do to try and stop my downward spiral let alone stabilize again. I know that there is absolutely no way that he will have time to fit me in for an additional session next week if I wanted/could afford it because he will be catching up with all his clients so I seriously doubt there will be a vacancy in his schedule add that to the fact that I have been able to pick up extra hours at my job next week because it is spring break in this area so other people have asked for time off.
Any advice? Should I just leave it alone and wait until the session or give him a heads up email?
I am trying to decide if I should send him a brief email on Monday prior to our session highlighting what has been going on so that we don't spend the entire session catching up and not addressing anything or just continue to lay low knowing that theoretically it is unlikely we will get through the recap and even have more than 10 minutes to talk about what I can do to try and stop my downward spiral let alone stabilize again. I know that there is absolutely no way that he will have time to fit me in for an additional session next week if I wanted/could afford it because he will be catching up with all his clients so I seriously doubt there will be a vacancy in his schedule add that to the fact that I have been able to pick up extra hours at my job next week because it is spring break in this area so other people have asked for time off.
Any advice? Should I just leave it alone and wait until the session or give him a heads up email?