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[deer_in_headlights]

Beloved Nighthawlk,

I believe you... After a very very powerful and startling experiences right after Matty died, I think he's with me, too.
There are some neat stories I want to share with you... have to close, since his death getting bouts of intense pain, shocky...
I love you!!!!!
Thank you!!!

 

[Redtail]

Horrible to hear about your canine situation Deer, hang in there. :). Just horrible.

 

[deer_in_headlights]

((((((((((((((((( Redtail ))))))))))))))))))
Thank you, Redtail!!!!
Your supportive words help me begin living another day without my beloved Matty.
Thank you for your empathy, and your encouragement...
(((((((((((((( Redtail )))))))))))))))

 

[intothelight]

Hi Deer,

I hope your are feeling better this morning. Been saying a lot of prayers for you.

May this day bring you happiness and peace.

(((hugs)))
Debbie

 

[deer_in_headlights]

Oh (((((((((((( Debbie )))))))))))))))

Thank you for your prayers!!!!
(I thought I could write more, but your prayers help!!!)
Thank you for being the true gift, spirit and blessings of Christmas for me this year.
Sending hugs, ((((((((((((Debbie)))))))))))),
Wishing you a renewed spirit, joy and peace, as well, Sweet Beautiful Debbie!!!
With much love,
Deer

 

[KP the nut]

(((((Deer)))))
Your replies always bring tears to my eyes. I saw alovely dog quote which made me smile.
It is a picture of a large dog fast asleep on the couch and he's saying 'I don't care how much they paid for it, I slept on the old one and I'm sleeping on this'
Love
KP

 

[deer_in_headlights]

(((((((((((( Kath ))))))))))))))
How adorable!!!
Thank you, that was sweet and funny!
Daydreaming about Matty being alive and nestled down into a new couch... sweet thought...
Thank you for your tender care: not only are you bringing comfort, you're really blessing and helping me heal.
Thank you, beloved (((((((((((Kath)))))))))))))!!!
Deer

 

[shadowchaser]

You know you have a spoiled dog when you go into the bedroom to find it under the covers. Have you tried looking at lol dogs? Like I said I've lost a few cherished pets. As strange as it seams Laughter always seams to help. Kinda a Patch Adams thing there huh? But if it works then it works. If dogs are to hard right now they have cats to. Here is a basement cat vid I did a long time ago.

 

[deer_in_headlights]

Don't forget to eat DIH, plenty of water and vitamins if you have 'em...stress will drain you of nutrients that your body needs to get through this...has a bit to do with how we feel emotionally too!

Dear ((((((((((AdamAnt)))))))))))),
My vision is going squirrelly, and thanks to you I remembered why!
Getting some more vitamins in... thank you, AdamAnt.
You give very healing advice...
Gratefully,
Deer

 

[anni]

Funny, but my son brought up our dear old girl yesterday, no idea why he did so-it's been awhile since we lost her. I did think of you, and hoped you were coping at least ok.

I sometimes hesitate to say some things, so as not to sound kooky but do not care at the moment. I simply think when you love someone ( and why wouldn't a dog be someone- mine was nicer than an awful lot of 2 legged folks I know ) they're around you after they leave the planet. I'm sure yours is.

Keep taking care of yourself.

 

[deer_in_headlights]

((((((((((((( Anni ))))))))))))))))))),

Thank you, beloved Anni!!!
Please never hesitate to say anything to me, whether you're afraid of sounding kooky or not, dear Anni!!!
You have more wisdom and common sense in your little finger, than most people I know who proclaim themselves as "normal". I have loved, and gotten much from, all your posts.

I know you're right... I felt Matty jump up onto the bed and snuggle under my arm, the night he died.

Because you said you talk to your dear girl, I've stopped restraining myself from talking to him, and now talk to him freely. It not only eases the intense pain, but it's helping me grieve as I tell him what I'm feeling, how much I miss him, about the cats he would have loved to pick up and carry around.

I'm still having a great deal of difficulty coping. I think if he had died of old age, of natural causes, it would be easier.
But he died unnecessarily, from contaminated dog food (recalled, but with no warning given about it to local customers).
It happened so fast, there was minimal chance to take in that he was dying, until the end...

(Feeling very sick,....)
He was so smart, and had such a wonderful and goofy sense of humor.
Thank you for helping me grieve him, Anni...
I'm so sorry you lost your dear old girl; and I am so grateful that you would help me in my loss.
Thank you for your nurturing, caring words...
And thank you for your smiling Christmas hat on your horse... you make me smile...
Merry Christmas, Sweetheart! (((((((((((( Anni ))))))))))))),
Love,
Deer

 

[anni]

I didn't 'like' that because my name is in it, I liked it because it's just kind of such a beautiful way to write of grieving- makes one stop and read carefully and know it's ok to hurt sometimes.

Mine's name was Maguire- I kind of like getting some tears in my eyes when I read things like this these days. She was wonderful.

Oh and hee- I'm bad with the computer paint box, which turned out well since the hat is even sillier than intended. :)

Much hugs for you and your Matty. XO.