The Thoughts Are Getting Stronger

[Tinyflame]

@Smile I hope you will feel a bit better soon, & a lot better asap.

Being where you've been, but without the family to consider, I did learn this (not to add to Friday's but for a different reason): looking it up myself before, they said everyone who drowns (including by suicide) is found with their arms straight down & angled to the sides- their attempt at trying (too late) to save themself by instinctively pushing down (as though there was a surface) to try to propel themself out of the water.

There is more for you in this life here than this moment contains. Xox :hug:

 

[joeylittle]

@Smile
http://www.crisischat.org/chat

This isn't 24 hours, but I've had good experiences with them in the past.

Sometimes you need to keep trying for a bit. If you don't get thru right away, don't give up.

 

[mamachick]

I don't think there is any quick painless suicide. I do believe that even those who have completed suicides have last minute regrets and it is just too late. Those who live often have permenant damage that just adds to their?our existing problems. I am just so glad that you have started this thread to talk to others about it. I know this probably doesnt help much, but when I have felt this way, I have just talked myself into feeling the suffering just 1 more day, then 1 more day. Usually some thought will kick in to help me fight it, or to find some humor, or most important, some act of kindness that gives me a sliver of hope. Hugs to you