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Ok so my therapist introduced me to another one of her patients because we both have chronic pain disorders. I have a failing pancreas I've been dealing with for years and the other person was just diagnosed(I won't say what with as it's not my place). After many phone calls we both got on very well and had a lot in common so we decided to meet in person. Well after seeing this person in person twice we kissed. Afterwards I decided it was important to tell her that I'm asexual and bi-romantic( I don't have a sex drive and I like both men and woman). It seemed to go well. She seemed confused but not offended at the time.
That night after she went home the texts began. At first it was just telling me I needed to get over being non binary and that I should work on that with my therapist. Then she yelled at me for using they/them pronouns. Called me weird and gross and finally yelled at me for using the word "they" to refer to someone I'd never met because it's one of my "LGBT terms" and shouldn't be used for "normal people"
I got really upset after an hour of trying to talk to her so I told her I never wanted to see her again, that she was a bigot, and that I dodged a bullet with her. Yeah I could have been more mature but I was really hurt. It gets worse from here.
Well a few days later when I talked to my therapist I found out that this woman called my therapist the day after our fight saying I was rude to her after we almost had sex. I felt violated by this and told my therapist what really happened and offered the text conversation as proof. My therapist refused to look at the texts and told me her friend wouldn't do that.
For the next month my every session with this therapist was her telling me to make up with the woman. no matter how many times I said I would never speak to her again unless she apologized and took back what she said. Sex makes me uncomfortable and her going around saying that made me feel gross. I was abused as a child and this really hurt.
Well after a month I broke down. I cried to my therapist told her I was done with this shit and that both my therapist and that woman are bigoted horrible homophobes. Then hung up. The therapist kept calling after so I broke my phone and put myself in the hospital.
I've been without a therapist or psychiatrist for 6 months now. In 2 weeks I'll be meeting my new therapist and I'm so scared and can't stop dwelling.
That night after she went home the texts began. At first it was just telling me I needed to get over being non binary and that I should work on that with my therapist. Then she yelled at me for using they/them pronouns. Called me weird and gross and finally yelled at me for using the word "they" to refer to someone I'd never met because it's one of my "LGBT terms" and shouldn't be used for "normal people"
I got really upset after an hour of trying to talk to her so I told her I never wanted to see her again, that she was a bigot, and that I dodged a bullet with her. Yeah I could have been more mature but I was really hurt. It gets worse from here.
Well a few days later when I talked to my therapist I found out that this woman called my therapist the day after our fight saying I was rude to her after we almost had sex. I felt violated by this and told my therapist what really happened and offered the text conversation as proof. My therapist refused to look at the texts and told me her friend wouldn't do that.
For the next month my every session with this therapist was her telling me to make up with the woman. no matter how many times I said I would never speak to her again unless she apologized and took back what she said. Sex makes me uncomfortable and her going around saying that made me feel gross. I was abused as a child and this really hurt.
Well after a month I broke down. I cried to my therapist told her I was done with this shit and that both my therapist and that woman are bigoted horrible homophobes. Then hung up. The therapist kept calling after so I broke my phone and put myself in the hospital.
I've been without a therapist or psychiatrist for 6 months now. In 2 weeks I'll be meeting my new therapist and I'm so scared and can't stop dwelling.