The trazadone was meant to address anxiety. I was experiencing increased free-floating anxiety. I also have panic disorder and generalized anxiety disorder. From my understanding, the main reason she chose trazadone is my skin picking. It was increasingly a problem at night, and the trazadone was actually pretty effective at that.
Right now, the usual PTSD anxiety symptoms that were less of a problem before because of the trazadone and higher dose of vistaril are back. I'm experiencing increased startle reflexes, which has led to some of the worst isolation that I've ever experienced. I'm easily overwhelmed by sensory information.
I've tried very few medications. Until recently, I was a pretty easy patient. I've only taken citalopram, lexapro, vistaril, trazodone, topiramate, and a few different generic and non-generics of xanax. I had few complaints about the citalopram, but I was switched to Lexapro because they thought that I'd have the same benefits with less side effects, which has seemed to be how things worked out. I took the vistaril for quite a long time, and my previous psychiatrist kept raising it as it got less effective. I haven't been a fan of xanax, but I'll take one to make it through a medical exam. The topiramate didn't seem to do anything other than make me really dehydrated.
I don't really have any ideas about what to do from here, but my t has mentioned zoloft.
On the cognitive side, I'm doing quite a lot at the moment. Each week, I have two groups, a one-on-one therapy session, and a meeting with my case manager. I have been taking a break from progressive meditation until I chill out and the instructor I'm more comfortable with is back.
As far as the skin picking goes, I found a therapist with a lot of experience treating it. I've been working on habit reversal training, but when I went off the trazadone my skin picking went out of control. I'm doing some of the things that have been successful in the past, but my options are more limited because right now everything is a cue to start picking at my skin.