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What Are You Feeling Today? Not Thinking, Rather Feeling! Can You Identify Yours?

Feeling overwhelmed by an old relationship needing my particular brand of relativity.
Their need is so much bigger and more complicated than one person's ability. It's going to require a team...and they will need to assemble that team, I can only offer support and love...not sure if that will be enough and it scares the daylights out of me.
 
I feel:

Afraid of the future
alone
Scared of the decisions I need to make in the next week(s)
Terrified to see my psychiatrist this week after he discussed my consideration of inpatient treatment with him
Paranoid that if I do what I need to do I will lose my job and my son
depressed because I feel as though I will never through the past and learn to trust anyone
 
Quote............"tShe asked me if I had steel toes boots "

I've still got two pairs of steel toe cap boots that I used to wear while working off shore, if your stuck. Lol

They are slip in boots, the idea being, that if you fell into the sea, you could kick them off quickly, not that would help really, as your survival time in the North Sea is around eight minutes?
 
I was feeling shaky, fearful and grumpy this morning due to a severe charlie horse in my calf this morning before waking and then waking with my mouth moving uncontrollably in a way for which I cannot well explain. I'll try: it was like if I had been going to speak I wouldn't have been able to because my mouth and lips were convulsing as I was waking up.

This afternoon I was feeling lost, scared and determined, ...determined to accomplish something necessarily constructive and yet sit for a little while as well with my daughter.

Earlier this evening I was feeling lost, dazed, hurt and alone. And, indeed I was lost, dazed, hurting and pretty much withdrawing, effectively removing myself and making myself alone. I had tried before this to discuss something with my husband, but he was anxious and not in the mood to listen nor to talk.

At this hour and for some hours, I haven't felt lots. Mostly I felt numb as a protective measure to avoid feeling angry, and to protect myself from much hurt, fears, feelings of betrayal and injustice and sadness and fear, ...all wanting to pass through me.
 

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