What Are You Feeling Today? Not Thinking, Rather Feeling! Can You Identify Yours?

[KP the nut]

I miss my friends.

How can you miss us, we're right here:D.

((HUGS))
KP

 

[KP the nut]

Mentally I still feel really calm and balanced. Physically I ache all over. My neck and shoulders are hurting so much and the base of my spine is sore. I have taken pain meds and I'm sat with my cherry stone pillow over my neck and shoulders, the warmth feels so good.

I will go for a nap in a little while.

 

[Sandra]

My big toe is still sore. When Canada Post delivered more books I ordered, when I opened the door I got my toe stuck under the door...ouch
And just what I need more books. :rolleyes:
I have one book that was handed down to me. I wished I had the money to get it fixed up. It's a Websters dictionary/encyclopedia dates 1897.

 

[Sethe]

Anxious, annoyed with flashes of rage.

 

[Sandra]

That doesn't sound good Sethe. Maybe do some breathing exercises to try and calm down.

 

[Iam]

(((Jo May))) (((Sethe))) and all who need it.

My anxiety is so freaking high. And I don't even know why other than as residual from earlier this week.
NOT wanting to continue therapy. Yesterday's EMDR overwhelmed me.
Frustrated that I just couldn't "go there" and deal with all the grief (I guess that's what it was? IDK) Just know I felt like crying and I just can't do that.....it's too much.
Scared I will fade away and never come back if I let it out
Paralyze by fear

Guess that about sums it up.

 

[Iam]

(((Stuff))) I know Stuff. It is hard and it is scary to work through. I was where you are at not long ago. Sometimes I wondered if I could make it, but I did and I have a good life again! Please be encouraged, because you will make it through all of this and it will be well worth it.

Guess I need to remember this myself today. Damned but it's hard sometimes.

 

[AngelKeeperJ]

I feel inadequate. I'd like to trim some areas in the yard. Just the rose bushes. But, dare I subject my picky ankles to uneven terrain? I think the word is "arggggh". But I'm smilin'...and I can appreciate that.

 

[Molly Anne]

Powerful. Many of the people here are so incredibly helpful it puts me in a position of power. Thank God and PTSD forum!

 

[KP the nut]

. Yesterday's EMDR overwhelmed me.

(((Iam))). Come on my friend, you can do this.

Linking arms and helping to pull you up.
KP

 

[KP the nut]

I feel satisfied I have found a version of my fave song. Not being morbid, but it is the song I want played at my memorial in 50 years time :eek:.

I love Billy Connollys Tour of Australia. As the theme music he had Ralph McTells version of 'In the Dreamtime'. It is about how the aboriginals believe in 'dreamtime' instead of death. Tonight, I found it and will download it to my iPod :D

 

[jo may]

((((Iam)))) you look like you could do with one too:)

KP the nut, YAY another billy fan! Isn't he just the funniest yet sweetest bloke. He cracks me up so does his laugh and I love all that folksie mucis he has on tours etc:laugh:

Pain level passing 100 I'm in so much bloody pain, my legs keep giving way and my mum is talking about getting my a wheelchair. Only because I cried down the phone said I was sick of the same old walls I've been looking at for ages. I need some air but I can't make it to the bathroom without my hubby's help.:(

If I'm 100% honest I'm really scared, as I seem to be getting worse. Not that I would admit that to my family, espeically my hubby as he is already worried enough:oops::(