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What Are You Feeling Today? Not Thinking, Rather Feeling! Can You Identify Yours?

Something I haven't tried not to feel for a while now, ANGRY!

Very angry in fact!
I had meeting with my employer & personnel yesterday to discuss my sick leave for the past year. It was like sitting in the office with a stranger, my Head teacher didn't back me up at all. She knows I try to make up any sick or appointment time I take but denied all knowledge of it. It comes to something when employers value their budget more than the loyalty of a member of staff who has worked for them for 23yrs, 20 of them with no more than a few odd days sick leave!

Have to be at work for 1pm, really dont want to go but dont want her to know how I'm feeling either. So glad I'm not teaching today.

Oh well, back to my psychologist next week, here I go again!
 
((((Cat)))) Feeling for you.

I feel frustrated.:mad:
I got up this morning feeling much better but now the pain in my back and legs is back.
I'm fed up of resting and need something to occupy me.
I've got antibiotics from my Nurse Practitioner but she's unsure if they will work or if my problem is allergy related.
I've got to book into the asthma clinic as my asthma is much worse.
It is such a lovely day and I won't to be better now!
 
Feeling worried, and a little restless, unsure what to do with myself right now? Remorse? A bit scared. Tired and a bit frazzled from looking at the computer too long.

Oh, and a bit perturbed. The machine ate my card because I couldn't remember my frikkin pin number, and took too many tries to get it. GAAAAAAAAH!

Yes, it's been one of "THOSE" days...centrelink making me think I am in the clear and then tells me I'm not, then a client had me waiting an hour after closing time and didn't even show up or call to let me know he wasn't coming *palm to forehead*...and THEN, the machine ate my card.

Now i feel empty and fed up. And the stupid nightclub next door is full of drunken louts listening to the same tunes they played last week...and the week before...and the week before that etc. Don't they know the eighties are OVER!:rolleyes:
 
I feel .... good Lord what do I feel?

I feel better because I got a copy of my ultrasound doppler report and interpreted the stuff the nurse couldn't explain myself.

I feel mixed up because I know I made the right decision about getting a renal CTA but am concerned that if I have to do a procedure to have a stint put in afterwards... I may have a reaction to the iodine contrast dye the second time.

I feel uncertain about my Internal Medicine staff and a radiologist messing with my kidney... I want to find out how much a referral to a nephrologist will cost and hope we can afford it for a second opinion.

I feel stressed about additional financial pressure because I don't know what our patient responsibility is going to be.

I feel frustrated that our tax return is not here (the credit card bill with the car repair came in yesterday).

I feel glad I have the day off.

I feel selfish that I am going to destress and get a mani/pedi and go to lunch with my 3D friend when really I can't afford to.

I feel stupid because my past experiences with hospitals came to the forefront during the appointment yesterday... I said I am afraid of nosocomal infections and don't want to go to our hospital if I have to have the procedure.

I feel glad that this kidney stuff got caught fairly quickly.

I feel frustrated because I don't know that resolving this will help me feel better (they didn't explain that part and the medical journals don't really go into it either).

I feel some mild depression.

I feel hopeful that the next test will be more informative.
 
I felt a bit extravagent but later sort of kicked myself for spending what little money I have on an expensive cocktail to treat myself for being stood up by that client, even after I bought two delicious meals today to treat myself...so, it was a bit selfish, but I wanted to hold onto the feeling I had earlier today of happiness and relief that centrelink had finally pulled their finger out and were going to give me some assistance.

It may have been a bit pre-mature to celebrate given that I still have to wait 3 days to see if the woman can give me a seperation certificate and then get it to the guy in time, as he isn't working the rest of the week...so it HAS to be monday...but it all depends on whether the HR woman will do it that day. Hopefully she is in and not sick or on leave?? It's all uncertain at this stage, and I'm back to feeling insecure and frazzled. GAH!
 
Feeling a little antsy as there is severe weather forcasted for my area today. The threat of an isolated tornado, later today, is kinda making me nervous.:confused:

Tornadoes are so chaotic, destructive, and uncontrollable, and I guess this is why it triggers anxiety. I suppose it is a legitimate fear, but it is fear nonetheless, so today I feel a little bit afraid.

Other than that, I feel pretty good; both excited and hopeful for the future.:)

(((((((((((hugs for all in need)))))))))))),
LH
 
Today this morning I'm feeling like I should be getting punished or something.

When will this stop?

(((((((((((Jen93))))))))))))))))) Oh, my dear, how absolutely aweful to feel that way. I do hope that you will find that you are very important and precious. You do not deserve to be punished! Do something kind for yourself, today, no matter how small it may be. You are worth it!!!
 

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