What Are You Feeling Today? Not Thinking, Rather Feeling! Can You Identify Yours?

[Red Feather]

So sorry to hear what a hard time you are going through. I'll be thinking about you. Sending you lots of love. (((((Jen))))) I hope you find some relief soon.

 

[Lionheart]

Feel as tho I'm on a natural high, feel positive, optimistic, strong, vital (may be the result of healing from recent illness).:D

Happy to feel well enough to be posting on the forum again as I had missed everyone while I was ill.:)

I'm sending out lots of love and hugs to all who are struggling today,
((((((((((((((love and hugs))))))))))))),:inlove:
LH

 

[Loloma]

Feeling weird today, Started okay, drove 200km back to my house and picked up the cat. People came to pick up some furniture I was selling. All okay, until my ex arrived to pick up the cat to look after until I have moved.

Wouldn't you know it, he brought his f*****g girlfriend with him. I was very cool towards him, and didn't let her in the house. Even though it's not her fault. I only felt the pain for about 5 minutes and now the sadness has kicked in! He has gotten on with his life and I have to come to terms with it. Starting to doubt myself again.

 

[Chincho]

Horrible: sad, empty, useless. But I'm working hard on going numb.

 

[Loloma]

I lied, I feel like shit, rejected, replaced, abandoned and lonely. I feel like shooting someone, but the're not worth the cost of the bullet. :eek:

 

[Trembling]

I feel like the most useless individual on this planet, doing everything wrong, I feel so upset, angry and disappointed.

I wished I could let my anger out on someone, yell, scream, punch a face (what I never ever would do - I think), I want to trash our place, I would love to smash all dishes, I would love to cry for the next 24 hours and get THE answer WHY do I go through with it.

At the moment I am full of pure ANGER and RAGE.

I would like to go to sleep and never ever wake up again....

 

[KP the nut]

I feel thankful that my darling H arrived in Kent safe after driving for 4 hours.

 

[AngelaMarie]

I feel more positive today. It seems that the cold is starting to let up finally. Even though I am still crossing my fingers. My son said a lot of people are really sick at school including teachers and it's taking them at least a week to get better. This is one heck of a virus.

 

[heidi]

I read through here. I was reminded that it's small stuff. Sometimes really small stuff that helps. Setting really small daily goals. I wonder how people who MUST function at a high level do so. Anyway, thanks to people who posted that. I'll take that with me into my day.

 

[712xx]

 

[KP the nut]

I'm feeling stuffed but content. I've had a nice evening on my own watching Forrest Gump, eating Easter egg and having a glass of wine - ok well 2 glasses of wine. Now it is almost time for bed.

 

[intothelight]

Finished my first chemo and it went well. Feeling relief as I think I was more scared than I thought I was.