Ironically enough, I'm grateful for being turned down as a vendor in the veggie space (they're currently only accepting food vendors....blah), for having appts. cancelled repeatedly in a space that used to feel safe, sure, and secure (major energy drain and a lot of emotional ping-pong in trying to secure an appt., then having it cancelled last minute multiple times by the staff...lots of staff miscommunication/incorrect info. as of late - but it's free, so not much I can do about that), and for not having phone calls returned as promised (by the counselor mentioned above).
Each experience has created yet another opportunity to choose a different path and venture out of what has become my perceived comfort zones. Not as much fun when other folks actively dis my comfort, but shift happens, and here I go again. The you-niverse awaits my next move. Yawns.