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I went on a shopping spree, I bought books, alot of movies, light hearted comedies, and some clothes that I needed. I could throw away the rags I was wearing. Now I am all stocked up for awhile. I will watch some of the movies today. I am listening to music, I got us mocha frappes and McDonalds for dinner. We sure have been eating alot of fast food lately.

When we lived on the mountain, we never did this. Rarely did we get mocha frappes. We are just spoiled living in the city. Someone came by to look at out jeep. We want to sell it. I sure hope we do, then we can go and get a new car. We need one. Today is a good day. :):cool::p:D:roflmao::tup:
 
Feel pretty good today! I went to see my horses. Had a great work out cleaning out stalls. Groomed two horses (one of them my sponsor horse, Ballet). Then I got to ride - yeah! So much fun, although the horse, Sophie, was being a bit of a brat. It was just cool to be in a saddle again. Now just relaxing, going to get some cleaning done and watch some tv. I hope it stays a good day!!
 
I am allowing myself to have a crying jag to release these hurt feelings I have about my father's terminal illness (and life's other disappointments). and I am not running away from the forum or from my friends.....although that is my first inclination.....too hide myself when I cry.

I am also allowing others to support me and I am finding that to be a blessing.
 
When I went to the store today, I saw this one person, who knows this friend of mine who moved away some time ago. I had to end talking to this one friend because of some of her comments, and I could not always be there for her. It was a very one-sided relationship.

Thus, for some reason, I needed to clear the air with this person that I see almost every day at the store which I did. I, again, initiated a conversation with someone, and I no longer have to feel that "guilt" of no longer talking to the friend.
 
I took a long shower, I put on some of my new clothes and feel pretty good about that. Went and got a mocha frappe, and am watching movies while I am online. I hugged a stuffed bunny and did some journaling. I did not get much out of that but it felt good to cuddle the bunny. My inner child loves that so I will be doing that alot more. Anything that helps her to feel loved.
 
I took my dad fishing of the rocks in Cornwall into the North Atlantic. He has had a rod for 5 years but hasn't used it. I know this was something for someone else else in a way but...I also spent 2 hours by the sea, listening to the waves and watching the movement, sitting and thinking and appreciating the world in a way I never allow myself.

Oh, and ate a large ice cream...and I'm sure the seal ate the fish that was on my hook before I could land it...
 
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