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What Did You Do For You Today???

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Yesterday I stopped and bought myself a new plant(hopefully I won't kill it) that I have been wanting for a long time.

Today I tried to mow the grass but the mowers refused to cooperate. Instead I took a nap. At first I only half slept, you know that feeling where you don't feel asleep but you know you weren't quite awake? I told myself to just let me sleep and feel asleep after a night of restless sleep and I finally did. It was a nice nap. :)
 
Well, I had to make a decision that probably my dog didn't like. I had just enough time to either walk my sweet Sadie again or clean the front porch. It was completely a selfish decision, but, because I'm trying to get a place where I can meditate, I chose to clean the porch.

(But, to make it up to Sadie, I put up a make-shift gate to let her hang out on the porch and catch a patch of sun! While I finished sweeping and trashing last season's remnants. She forgave me. She's so forgiving!)
 
I told my therapist that I've decided that I'm not going to expose myself to unnecessary stresses anymore. I'm still willing to help people if they need a hand. But if it's going to cause me any amount of excess stress and anxiety and it's not an absolute necessary necessity then I'm going to have to politely decline. My number one priority has to be me and managing my symptoms. I can't do for people at the expense of my healing. It does make me feel a little bit guilty but I'm going to have to find a way to cope with it. Because the cost is just way too high.
 
I quit my job because it was affecting me emotionally.

My assistant manager has sexually harassed me and 2 other employees, I have had to do three other jobs that I was not hired for because everyone else is quitting.

The owner of the company is a complete jerk off who told me that just because I was a female that I was not to speak to him unless spoken to first. (hes middle eastern)

So I finally said enough was enough and left for me emotionally, mentally, and I feel really good that I was no longer allowing the stress to keep up.
 
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