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I called and made an appointment to get my hair colored and cut close to Christmas. It has occurred to me that I haven't had that treatment done since before my mom died(over two years). Just because I didn't feel I deserved it and it was hard to make the appointment. I have gotten my hair cut a couple times, but that was it.
 
I made myself an omelette. It was a nice surprise since I hate eating in the morning unless it's in liquid, caffeine form or combustible, smokable form. I threw in tomato, onion, three cheeses and a bunch of other crap that I can't remember but I can't tell you the last time I've eaten something substantial in the morning time. Well, that's kind of bullshit. Let me try again. I can't remember the last time I've ever eaten anything before 2pm. In my youth, I was asleep. In my early motherhood, I was too busy. Now I just want an IV drip of nutrients and endless energy. In other words, I want to be a vampire. But that having been said, I was very proud of myself today. Seems silly to feel good about feeding yourself now that I type it out.. but then again I guess it's sillier not to feed yourself.
 
I went shopping and actually got stuff for myself! That rarely happens, I usually make sure everyone else gets something and I get nothing. Anyways, I bought myself jeans and a cute hat, new sunglasses, gloves and some other stuff. It was seriously fun. And I got some Christmas shopping done, too, and picked up R's birthday present (which, close timing, his birthday is TODAY). :joyful:
 
Um... I worked out, ate breakfast without a big fuss and stupid discussion in my head about whether or not I deserve to eat food... I just ate food (yes, I'm pathetic, but this was a big victory for me, that I didn't overthink it or really think too hard about it at all). Later I went for a long walk down a country road, so there was really nothing around, just big fields and the dirt road, it was really nice, and it was drizzling and foggy and awesome (great weather, as far as I'm concerned). :joyful:
 
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