What Do You Need In This Moment?

[Lionheart]

To quote some song lyrics;

......."A hand full of nothing is all that I need, it contains plus and minus everything."

"Born To Synthesize"
~ Todd Rundgren ~

 

[Teasel]

Lunch

 

[ninja]

Kindness. Trust.

 

[ladee]

A dump truck full of tax free money. And I would share it .

 

[Anrish]

Cramps to go away.

 

[intothelight]

Coffee....lots and lots of coffee.:coffee:

 

[Friday]

Patience... Or. Kick in the ass. As personality dictates.

 

[The Albatross]

More confidence for submitting additional documents like a new resume and cover letter to mail to the Human Relations Rep today.

 

[Deleted member 12723]

For the chicken in my crock pot to come out tender later on.

 

[Ronin]

November to f*cking roll over.
Should probably hand someone my passport & credit cards. f*ck determination & phobias alike. (To tell my brain it's f*cking over.)

 

[Deleted member 37085]

My little girl child within whom was raging in therapy today...cares about how @Ronin feels about November.

What I need in this moment is to try and love this dead little girl-child within me...who is in so much pain and seemingly catatonic...on life-support...separate from me...dead, dead, dead...

I need to learn to even better self-care, self-nurture more...to allow her to try and learn for the first time to play for she's scared to play (was beaten nearly to death and/or sexually assaulted most every time she tried to play)...without fear of retribution from perps/pervs who always abused her when she was trying to play and trying to experience what fun was) then drank/drugged later in life to cover up fear from being beaten, etc. Most all of her abusers are now deceased and cannot physically harm her anymore...yet she still is struggling to self-actualize and come to a place of existence within me...to feel free to exist...to be...to play, and to feel free to be...

 

[Deleted member 43031]

A reliable care giver. A doctor who does not volunteer their personal issues while on the clock that I am paying for.
Wait a minute. In THIS moment. This one - at 11:53 PM. I need someone from this joint to be in chat where we can play a silly game, or talk about things that are fun or safe. I need to just let go and watch a safe TV show. I need to be able to have a conversation with another human who allows "allows" who I am and loves and accepts me for all of who I am. I need to feel held.