Well what a week. Thank God Bailey was there I feel like :poop: and am in dire need of :sleep:! I haven't slept all week. She was my rock the whole time we were there amongst all those poor sorrowful souls. The only one I could count on was my Bailey. I guess they just don't get it, He died at home in his easy chair watching TV taking a nap. Sorry if it sounds harsh but I'd give my right arm to know thats how I will pass into the next life. Need to catch up on college work and sleep. Topped it off with Therapy today. Military wants my civilian psychologist to tell them if I can deploy or not. First had to explain what deploying is and where I could go again. Bottom line- I'm not going back ever! If that makes me a whiner, nut, beeotch or any other nasty thing my supposed Brothers in arms could come up with- Well then maybe ya'll weren't brothers to begin with. Frustrated, angry and tired......... Hope the rest of the week gets better.
