What Is The Most Scariest Thing You Have To Do Today Or Tomorrow

[ms spock]

Feel some feeling.

My greatest challenge, when I can do this I will have stepped into living a life. I am close. I can't see how it is possible, but that is always what happens with me, I think it is totally impossible, but I find a way through.

 

[Anrish]

Being kind to myself.

 

[ms spock]

Face things I am so scared to do, and doing them. Yeah I haven't had enough challenging situations and flashbacks in the last few weeks.

 

[user44376]

Fight with my eating disorder. I'm so hungry I want to cry but I feel like a fat piece of shit. So I hit myself instead.

I'm getting tired of all this.

 

[Ronin]

@AddHomnym, what bout this, I be boney piece of shit, you be the fat one, we team up and get-goddamn-food for the day?

(Alias: other end of the spectrum, relating to issues darnedest, and god f*cking damn, you deserve to eat. And feel better. And eat & feel better.)

 

[ms spock]

Learning to feel feelings, and be present, learning how to ground myself.

 

[user44376]

@AddHomnym, what bout this, I be boney piece of shit, you be the fat one, we team up an...

Thanks for the laugh. I’m actually 6’0 195-200lbs. I’m not even obese. The body dysmorphia was a wonderful gift from my ex-wife.

 

[Ronin]

@AddHomnym, yah, exes a gift that keep on giving.

I'm all fan of fighting them by doing exactly what they said is f*cked up about you. Jus cos it never was. And for the fun of it. All in a good time. :sneaky:

 

[expectingbetter]

Going to the doctors, for control visit for my skin :ninja:

 

[Deleted member 12723]

I am going to drive in rush hour traffic with crazy California drivers on the freeway, on my way to a therapy appointment.:wideeyed::wideeyed::wideeyed:

 

[Anrish]

@expectingbetter I hope it went fine! :hug:

@Rain : You're a born racer! ;)

Be myself.

 

[ms spock]

Being in my own body. Apparently practising grounding is a thing! Why did no one tell me? Or why did I not hear that?