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What Made You Angry Today?

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Well this didn't make me that angry but I finished with the doctor today and caught the bus home due to rain. Half way home I realized that I left my phone so I got off and had to walk back to the place and got a little wet. The good thing is when I went to go back home yet again another bus was there waiting and it was a slightly different number 31 instead of 32 so the normally unused transfer worked and I didn't spend another fare on my metrocard. I guess I was slighty pissed to have to walk in the rain and not too happy about discovering my phone missing but oh well.
 
People who are spreading drama within a 10 mile radius trying to get others involved in their gossip and drag them down with them so they don’t feel lonely in their own little drama universe where they dwell on their misery, seeking approval for their feelings of hate and being wronged by everyone around them when they should be focusing on their own personal issues instead.
When I feel hate and being wronged and constantly misunderstood it’s a red flag and I should take a really good look at myself and do something about it asap.

I don’t know if it’s something that makes me angry. It takes a lot for me to really get angry, so it’s probably more a feeling of annoyance and a little sadness. And when those feelings come up, I take a deep breath and walk away because other than those people described above I want my life as drama- and bullshit-free as possible. :)
 
I got triggered and had an argument with my daughter yesterday and wound up having a flashback. It's taken me almost all day of laying around today resting and sleeping off and on to deal with how exhausted it made me.

And my mom earlier today was very sympathetic came to check on me this afternoon and started talking to me about how I have a "thing" about the trigger. When I explained the topic she was talking about was a trigger for me and not rational she continued to talk about it in detail. It started triggering me all over again. It made me very angry.
 
Feel free to yell at me... Any time after I've had a coffee & a cigarette. Before then my filters aren't up yet, and I will cheerfully tell you to go f*ck yourself, and spend the next few hours not killing anyone & not breaking anything.

My stress cup doesn't have its sippy lid on until after coffee. :shifty:

On the upside I actually am sweet as sugah in the mornings, but I am not a morning person. This is not the time to come at me with bullshit or questions, and especially not bullshit questions, that are nothing more than a passive aggressive tantrum, at shrieking decibels and scathing everything. Save it for later, or find yourself with a brand new asshole torn for you.

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Whoops. Come to find. Nah. Today was just not a day to yell at me, period. :banghead:

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Sigh. If I can't control myself it's clearly past time for me to go. Dammit.
 
Some jerk in the subway. I have to describe the whole situation.

The guy sat opposite to me. Another guy in my back (not a German according to his outer appearance) had a mobile phone that rang and rang and he didn't answer the phone. The first guy just called "PHONE" but the other one still didn't reply to his. So we all had to wait until it stopped. I didn't feel THAT disturbed so I just continued to read my magazine.

The guy opposite to me muttered "bourgeouis society". The other directly shouted "Did you say something? Did you insult me?" ...and there we went.

First guy : "No, I didn't. You should prick up your ears more so you hear your phone."

Second guy: "I should take you by your ears and pull you over the floor!"

First guy: : "Hey, you people here. Did you hear me? Did I insult him?"

The subway stopped and second guy left. ...I was glad he did. Their voices were already really aggressive. ...and about what? A ringing phone...

A lady said that she had heart the phone and also had felt disturbed by it.

First guy: "Yes, yes...but you have to be cautious around these people. It's dangerous. And we have to watch our words or we're Nazis."

I just sat there...because I was speechless and it was nothing for the police. (I wear plain clothes in the subway.)

The first guy also pushed his way through the door later - pushing a foreign girl aside...what an...********!

Almost a battle in the subway over a ringing phone...the mood is getting more and more aggressive. :meh:
 
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