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Got angry about my mother's friends (a mother and adult daughter) who've been sabotaging my mother with food and enabling her non-compliance for diabetes for years. But kept it manageable and didn't light up like a Roman Candle when my brother called with "their concerns". CONCERNS? Really... where the f' you both been for the last 15 years!!! :mad::whistling:
Someone closed to me suggesting jobs I could do, underate and silly stuff. I felt as if they were telling me move your ass form the coach...I feel I can't and don't want to do any job move at the moment. It made me angru amd after I cried and felt a complete looser. My mind just repeat again and again: you just f*cked up your life. That's what you have done, stupid. Nothing you can do about...Just hate people right now. Nothing makes sense, just keep going.
My group leader and his ever-changing opinions. First, he promised me support against some bad colleagues - today...he didn't remember and told me to act professional...uhm...WHAT?!
Just realizing some things about me are just broken... no super glue or super answers , and just how damned tired I am of working around it... it's just broke... damn it.
Angered about the people who foster, protect, expect, and threaten silence when they know damn well shady shit is going down that is forever altering the lives of innocent beings. Finally watching The Keepers on Netflix and it has fired me up. Sick twisted mother f*ckers.
That at this time, maybe not tomorrow, but at this time, I feel so angry that I never had a chance.. not really... it hasn't been 'fake it till you make it, ' it ended up being 'fake it till you believe it'... and now I don't believe that anymore.