I was on two protein shakes a day and exercising. Nothing more. I lost two pounds and gained it back. Though, I have to say, my thighs and behind got a little firmer. Then I was unable to exercise. I increased my food slightly, but only healthy and under 1200 calories.
For awhile my sweet tooth increased due to Remron. I ate more of that but that was in place of anything else, so it was still little and under the calories, but it wasn't healthy.
This is a usual eating day for me, a small sweet treat in the am with coffee, two tablespoons of reduced fat peanut butter, sometimes 145 calories worth of rice cakes, and nothing else. Though, the other day I did have one piece of celery with peanut butter. I have a hard time eating anything else, especially dinner. My husband tries to get me to eat a light dinner but it is very hard for me. I know this is not healthy but the idea of eating more scares the heck out of me.
I am definitely overweight, mostly due to the inactivity of my illness. I think that people think I pig out and eat a lot because of how fat I am. A lot of bad messages growing up. As it is, I refuse to eat at my dads even if everyone else is eating. His wife is 90lbs wet and looks horrible, just to give you an idea of the environment of my dad. He stopped mentioning anything about my weight when I was diagnosed with borderline anorexia and my mom called and reamed him out.
The healthiest weight was between 120 and 125lbs. I was eating healthy and moderately and exercising. Of course this is all before having children and getting sick.
I haven't been motivated to even get out of the house in the last two months, even when my other illness isn't plaguing me. My doctors are adjusting my meds slowly, but they are changing them. They figure if I the meds start making me feel better I'll get out of this rut.
Okay that's my rut. Just thought I'd share. Maybe getting it out in the open will help.